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Worst Fear 35

Worst Fear 35

Mason 

I steadied Lydia holding her in place. Staring into those orbs that I grew to love nor the time we spent together

She may look different, but she was still the same Lydia, who was scared of bees

i laughed at the thought of this, ignoring the look of displeasure on her face. Like she’d rather fall than hirve me catch her 

But this 

moment was interrupted by Julia’s voice, an unexpected presence, There you are, I’ve been searching all over for you” 

Lydia gasped loudly, and I quickly released her. She stood adjusting her clothes

Julia walked towards us

She had a smile on her face, which transformed into a look of surprise when she saw Lydia

Oh, yo 

you are here.Lydia cleared her throat, maybe to clear the awkwardness that began to grow in the air

Lydia and Fare now standing opposite each other

Julia seemed to be all over her. That look of admiration never leaves her face

This should be awkward

My exwife and girlfriend are in the same space. They’ve been in the same space before, but this was nothing like it 

But it wasn’t awkward 

Julia had this look in her eyes as she stared at Lydia

She slides her finger into mine, leaning towards me 

I searched Lydia’s eyes for an emotion. Maybe a look of jealousy or anger, but I found nothing 

Her face was expressionless 

Something stined in me as I noticed this

Was it possible that all the feelings she had for me had disappeared? That was the only possible explanation as to why she looked like this

I didn’t think I’d see you here.Julia began. Lydia smiled a little, but it didn’t reach her eyes

Me too. But I’m glad we met,she said

Miss Brooks and I were discussing business. We didn’t get a chance to talk and-” 

We just finished discussing.She looked around. can’t believe we ended up here. This is a nice place, by the way; I’m guessing it’s your penthouse?” 

She asked

It was clear that she wasn’t ready to expose the relationship we had, and I tried hard not to do the same. Maybe it would be better if Julia was kept in the 

Oh, really. You can come in if there’s more to discuss. I’ll get some tea for you as you speak. Or would you prefer coffee?She ask… 

Lydia shook her head and gestured with her hands, No, there would be no need for that. I was just about to leave.I noticed she kept a keen eye around, no doubt looking out for the bee

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Alright Julia and 

I’ll drop you off,I offered. She let her car. When I asked her to come with me earlier, I didn’t think she’d be leaving her car on the raghwala and came down here with me

No,she said sharply

I mean, you are already home 

  1. me. Her voice grew softer. I can find my way myself. You are far tod kind, Woods

To Julia, she said, Thanks for your offer 

You’re welcome. Since you are business partiters, we should hang out together sometime 

Lydia didn’t respond to this

For a moment, her eye moved to our 

rentwined hand. Something flashed through her eyes, but it was gone before I could decipher what 

She just smiled and walked away, her shoulders squared and her head held high

There was something graceful about the way she carried herself. I couldn’t stop staring at her retreating figure

My heart rammed against my chest as I watched her. But not in the way it did when I was nervous

If it was anything, it reminded me more of the way it used to be when we first started going out

No matter how I tried to push it aside, I feared I might fall for Lydia again

She’s such a nice lady, I sometimes envy her,” Julia said. She’s successful, smart and beautiful. I bet any man would be lucky to have her

I wanted to tell her yes. She was right. That’s my woman. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t even say it to myself, it felt like a slap in the face

She isn’t mine anymore. And that felt so wrong

We watched her go out of the gate and I feared that I may have made the wrong decision

Maybe I should have insisted on taking her home. The gate closed behind her

Let’s go,” Julia said 

I removed my hands from her hold. I felt her stop walking for a while, no doubt surprised, but I couldn’t care less about what she actually thought or felt

I took large strides, she hurried to keep up with me

I couldn’t stop thinking g about Lydia and while I walked. I imagined that it was her behind me

My mind reverted to the moment in the car

I noticed something I hadn’t before. Her stomach. It was flat

What happened to the baby

Maybe I should have asked her. But the chance that she would give me a reply is low. Stopping in front of my door. I punched the key and the door dinged before opening

This place is so beautiful Mason, you have quite a unique taste.Julia’s voice reminded me that she was still behind me

I have been waiting for quite a while.I stopped on my track, massaging my temples

I can’t believe I am here with her. How, in God’s name, did she get access to this place? How did she know about this penthouse? I don’t allow anyone in

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I don’t allow people in here

I was about to turn when Heh her hand slide around me. She held

pressing her chest against myback

I sighed tiredly 

You left the restaurant earlier than planned. I was sad before, but I’m fine now. At least we get to spend the rest of the day together 

I placed my 

hand on hers and slowly removed her wrapped hands. I turned. My eyes twitched. Her eyes softened. But there was this look of anticipation Junking behind her pare 

I tried to keep calm

I just made peace with her and don’t want to ruin it

But it was too much to held in

How did you get here?Lasked, smable to hold back the question that popped up in my head when first sawer 

This was my base. Aside from Lydia and my assistant Daniel, I haven’t brought any other person here. So why was she here

No, that’s not even the right question

How did you know about this penthouse?” 

Mom told me about it. She said, You like to come here most of the time to be alone.” 

How did you know I’d be here right now?” 

Mom said you come here most times after having a stressful day or when y left the restaurant.” 

Why would you think 507” 

you’re irritated.She began,figured you weren’t in the best mood when you 

Because of what happened with the VIP session, I want to comfort you.she said and took a step closer, not breaking eye contact even for a moment 

The place we ate didn’t matter; what mattered was that I was with you.I let go of her hand and started towards the fridge. She was behind me. I pulled it open and took a bottle of water, which I gulped without using a glass

with Miss Brooks not go well!” 

Well, Mom said you’d do this when you aren’t in your best mood. Did the meeting with 

Can this stop this?Esnapped 

She raised a brow, stop what?I squeezed the bottle

your mom, okay?” 

Mom! She’s not your 

I began walking towards the couch, and I don’t like it when strangers come into this place.” I couldn’t stop the words

I should have stopped it, but it just kept rushing out, I didn’t inform you about the penthouse, so why would you think i want you to come?” 

She couldn’t read between the lines; how could she be so dumb

How did she work with her dad with that brain of hers

She seemed hurt by my words.. 

1 should feel guilty. But I don’t 

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I settled on the couch

I’m a stranger to you? You brought Miss Brooks here. Now, you suddenly don’t want anyone here?? 

That was for business.” 

Lam no stranger.He fone matched mine, she sat close to me, and we are engaged,” She said

I shook my head, wishing she was far from me and not trying to touch me, well, that 

teeth

Then replace it with a real one. Besides, I’m tired of wearing this.She screamed

fake ring. You know that I didn’t give you that She pritë her 

I could feel she was about to stir the conversation towards that of engagement. I wasn’t in the best state of mind to discuss that But she didn’t mind 

In fact, it was the exact opposite for her

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Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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