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Worst Fear 84

Worst Fear 84

Chapter 84 

Mason 

I had a good time with Lydia. It’s been a day since we had sex, but I couldn’t stop thinking about it or smiling

We ended up not talking about the questions I had

I could not stop thinking about the way she felt. I was disappointed that the news of my engagement didn’t affect her at first. But quickly brush it aside

She has promised to give me a good gift. Although I pretended not to care, within, I was curious as to what it might be 

Unconsciously, my fingers found my lips. I trailed my bottom lip, muffling a smile

Feeling a nudge in my side, I whip my head around. Daniel was standing by my side

Gosh, I had forgotten about the meeting 

I adjusted my chair, clearing my throat

*Sir, what do you think about it?I looked at the man standing at the head of the table. He was part of the sales team

I had not been paying attention, so I didn’t know what his question was about. He is yet to go through the file. You can talk about last month’s report.As usual, Daniel came to my rescue

The meeting ended on a good note, part of the reason could be attributed to the fact that I was in a good mood. I noticed some directors talking among themselves, no doubt wondering what kept me in a good mood

I walked into my office with Daniel trailing behind me. He has his eyes pinned on the iPad in front of him

What are you doing?I questioned

Tracking down your mood, it seems to flip easily since the past few days.He answered. I removed my suit and hung it on the side

I shook my head at him. If you keep going on and on about this, I think I may need a new Assistant.I pulled my chair and sat

Studies show that the best working relationship is achieved when we know the mood of the other person. I need to be able to track your mood if I want us to keep working on good terms.He tried to keep a straight face, but the small smile on his lips betrayed him

Alter talking about business, Daniel told me about Julia, She has been trying to reach you.He began

Has she

I picked up my phone and opened my messages to see various messages from her

I thought I replied to her messages.I said under my breath, but Daniel heard and added, Her calls included.It must be so bad that she had to reach me through Daniel, which has never happened before

The last time she had left crying. I didn’t expect her to reach out to me first

My mom had asked that I meet with her to settle things or apologise for doubting her loyalty to me

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Initially, I had the plan to do that. I had hurt her feelings, but I had forgotten. Lydia and i have been exchanging texts cute aris these past few days. Not that I’m trying to place the blame on her

I’ll talk to her,I told Daniel

At that moment, there was a knock on the door. Lila entered. She bowed slightly when she saw me and Daniel, Sir, Mide Julia s outside. She wants to see you. Should Het her in?” 

Yes” 

I think I have to leave now.” Daniel began after Lila had already walked out, Your mom asked you to be able to settle things with her. She is already planning the engagement party and wants no disruption.” 

He left after those words

Julia stepped in a few minutes later. She is wearing a pink dress which hugs her body. Her wavy hair is styled beautifully, held perfectly with a few pins at the side

Mason.” She called my name in a soft voice before stepping into the room properly. I stood up from my seat and walked to the couch where she was also headed

We sat

I’m sorry I came unannounced.She apologised

I counted my breath, reminding myself not to act rashly, She is with child, not just any child but your child. I reminded myself

Contrary to what I thought, she wasn’t here to fight; she had the milk smile she always had

She moved closer to me. Are you still mad at me?She picked my hand and wrapped hers in mine

Mad?I asked. She nodded, hitting her lower lip, which was painted in thick red lipstick

I am not.My words came out sharper than I intended

Are you sure? I’m really sorry for raising my voice at you the other day. I shouldn’t have done that.She inhaled sharply, then slowly exhaled. Her eyes searched my eyes before lowering

A whiff of her perfume hit me. I know you must have been shocked to hear the news of my pregnancy, and I should have told you first. You probably didn’t mean to doubt me.” He paused, closed her eyes, and opened them

Lallowed my hormones to take over me and snapped at you.When she raised her head to meet my eyes, her eyes were red, as if she was holding herself back from crying

I felt a prick in my heart. I had been the one to snap at her. I made her cry, but here she was apologizing 

I placed a free hand on top of hers. I am not angry anymore,I said in a low voice this time. She was carrying my child. I had to treat her well and calmly, even if it was not because of her but for my child

You’ve forgiven me?” 

I never held anything against you,I said

She allowed the tears to drop. I wiped it off with my thumb

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She must have already known that I planned to go on with the wedding, but she should have heard that from me

see the reason with me and be able to convince my mom not 

I wanted something small, if I’m able to talk to her now, maybe she’d see to throw the extravagant party she intends to throw 

You already know, but I should tell you, I’m sorry our engagement was announced without any formal engagement between us. I should have asked if you wanted to marry me first. I should have given you a ring and-” 

She hugged me, 1 froze for a moment, not expecting it

I want to.She said

I’m so happy it was the best news I’ve heard all year. Thank you. I can’t wait for the entire country, no, the entire world to hear.” 

No, no, no

I wanted to scream at her, but she sounded so excited. I gently pulled her away from me, saying, I have already started planning the engagement party and sending out the invite.” 

Invite?I asked, and she nodded. You just need to be present on that day. I’ll handle the other things,she said

We can have it small. Just us, just the family.” 

I know, but I want to tell the world. Our family will finally be merging, you know how important that is.She said

I nodded, of course I know how important that is. Not just for us but for the media. It’s big news. Our marriage is not just the meeting of two families but of two cooperations

In the end, I couldn’t refuse her

When I got home that evening, Mom was happy, she hugged me and declared that I had made her the happiest she had been in 

years

I made your favourite. You came at the right time. I’ll call you over once I set the table,she said, and then disappeared into the 

kitchen

I wish she had reacted the same when I got engaged to Lydia

Speaking about Lydia. I pulled out my phone to check for any messages from her. I sat on the couch, crossing my legs over the 

other

She had not sent any message

My shoulders slumped as I kept refreshing the chat but nothing. I twisted my lips to the side, maybe she is busy

My finger hovered around the keypad. I wanted to send a message, but I kept thinking of what to type

What are you doing?Zoe asked behind me. I flicked and quickly placed my phone on my chest, covering the screen

Why did you just jump on me? You’re creeping.She moved swiftly to my front and crossed her hand ove at me suspiciously

chest, looking dow 

You were doing something you shouldn’t be doing, right?She raised a brow. I scoffed and then turned off the screen of my phone

Chapter 84 

You’re always making weird assumptions.” She didn’t get the chance to reply as Mom invited us for dinner at that moment 

Zoe left first, I got the chance to send a message to Lydia during this time. All through dinner, I kept looking at my phone, wading for her reply, but it never came

I retired to my room immediately after eating, feeling sore all over. Just as I climbed into bed, my phone dinged

A reply from Lydia

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Status: Ongoing Type: Native Language: English
Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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