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Worst Fear 124

Worst Fear 124

Chapter 124 

Lydia 

What are you doing? Why are you kneeling?I was uncomfortable with the image. I tried to pull my hand away from his. He was still in the white bottom- down shirt he wore yesterday

How do I ever make up for this?His words sound forced, nothing like the Mason I know

I don’t have time for this. Liam is injured, and I have to be with him.I explained. Given that he was here, I know whatever made him come had to be serious. However, right now, every other thing can wait

My son sprained his arm, and I have to be with him. Liam is hurt?This seemed to have gotten his attention. I nodded, I need you to get out of my way so I can drive in.” I said, walking back to my car

I drove in. Mason came in with me. His eyes looked distant, as if he had lost something. We were about to step into the sitting room when I stopped him. I want to see him too.A look of worry clouded his eyes

You can’t go in looking like this,I said calmly. I don’t know what is wrong, but I don’t want him appearing in front of the kids looking like this. Fix yourself and come back if you are worried about Liam.My eyes sweep past him, or you’ll worry him.I added so it doesn’t seem like I was being mean

He leaned on the wall, I want to speak to you.Not after I see that Liam is fine.” 

I know. You can see him first.” His voice grew weak with each word, but I won’t be moving an inch if I don’t speak to you.He said. Now my heartbeat quickened. What did he want to say to me that was so important

Liam is important to me, but right now, you come first. I’ll see him after I speak to you.I nodded. I had no time to argue with him

Alright, I’ll be back once I ensure the twins are fine,” I said, and dashed in

Liam is not in the sitting room like I expect he’d be. I rushed up the stairs, taking them two at a time. Just like I suspected, he was in Mom’s room.

pushed open the door and stepped in

Mom, Liam,I called out. Three pairs of eyes turned to me; they seemed to be engrossed in a conversation before I came, but stopped immediately 

when they saw me

Liam lay on the bed with Melanie and Mom seated on both sides. He has a cast on one hand

What happened? How did he sprain his hand?I asked, throwing my purse aside as I rushed towards the bed. My questions were directed towards Mom

You came?Mom looked surprised to see me while Melanie leapt out of bed and ran towards me. She wrapped her hands over my legs, and I hugged her back. I held her tiny arms, and together we walked to the bed

What’s wrong with him?I sat on the edge of the bed and adjusted to be close to him, Oh my sweet baby, you must be in so much pain.Liam smiled

bit too widely for someone in pain

No, it’s not that painful. I’m a strong boy.” He declared

His teacher called and said he hurt his hand while playing football.Why would they allow a kid of his age to play football? As if mom heard the question I asked in my mind, she said, Kids play like this all the time. It’s nothing new.” 

I turned to Liam. “You should have been careful, I leaned towards him to brush the strands of hair on his face. It must have hurt a lot.” 

It did, but it’s fine. Logan said this happens all the time and that it will make me stronger when I next play.Oh no, there may not be a next time

Who is Logan?I asked

He’s a friend,Melanie answered

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Mason said he wants to play with us. So I was practising. If I beat him in football, then, I’m better than him in everything. He wasted

At the mention of Mason, I was reminded that he was standing at the entrance waiting for me.. 

After ensuring that Liam was fine, I left him in Mom’s care and walked out. Mason was now seated on the floor, his knees drawn close to him, and ha 

softly. His head jerked up towards me, HeyI said. placed his head on his crossed hands. I tapped his 

How is Liam? Is he hurt badly?I shook my head. Although he didn’t come in because of the way he looked, the care in his voice was evidence that needed to be convinced that Mason did care for my boy

Not too bad, you’ll see for yourself when you get in.” Right now, I’m more curious as to why he was in this position. He rose up to his full height, wiped 

the back of his trousers

So, you wanted to speak to me.I reminded him, and we walked away from the entrance of the house. I hope it’s important,I added: We came to a stop and turned to face each other

He inhaled sharply, not able to say a word for a while. When his eyes landed on mine, tears rolled down his cheeks. Now, he was beginning to make me 

worry

Was this because of the breakup? Did he realise he loved Julia after he let her go? If so, why was he here with me and not with her? Or is this about his company? No doubt this would have affected his company

From what I heard, Mr. Everett had pulled out, and so have some of those he recommended

His lips began to move, but no word came out. Come on, say something.I encouraged him since he was being reluctant

Iyou didn’tZoe told mehis words were incoherent. He stopped, and in a heartbeat, he pulled me into a hug. He pressed me to his chest and kept whispering he was sorry

I placed my hand on his chest and pushed myself back, freeing myself from his embrace. If he wasn’t going to tell me what was wrong, he might as well leave right now

I pointed at the gate, It’s either you tell me what’s wrong or you walk out through that gate.” 

He dropped on his feet for the second time and started speaking

I listened with rapt attention as he spoke. This was a past I’ve tried hard to forget. I had no idea, I know I failed you, and you have every right to be angry

he pleaded. but please,he pressed his hand together and rubbed them, find it in your heart to forgive me.” 

My head felt heavy. I took one step back. I was back to that day

Blood

It was everywhere, on my hand, on my shirt. I remember the struggle and the intense look of hatred in Zoe’s eyes as she pulled the trigger

I am wrong and should have listened to you. I’ll spend the rest of my life repenting.” 

But you almost killed me. I have proof that it was you,I said as my chest tightened, overwhelmed by the intensity of his claim. I know he had no idea about his mother’s lies, but it was him who decided to divorce me, not his mother. Even after I begged him, he still threw the divorce papers in my face and asked me to sign them

And I did

I promise, I didn’t. When I heard you were dead, I was heartbroken. Words can’t describe how I felt, I regretted letting you go

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You expect me to believe that?I questioned eyes red from unshed tears. I have your pen, if it wasn’t you, then how was your pen there a me

My pen?” 

Now you are going to pretend you didn’t know?” 

I swear on my mother 1- 

On your mom? The same woman who started this whole mess?You’ve got to be kidding me. His mom wasn’t worth swearing on. 

If my pen was there, I have no explanation for it or how it got there. But you can ask Mary, your cellmate, about this. She’ll tell you the truth 

No, I don’t need to ask anyone,I said. I turned my eyes away as tears fell down. Pointing to the gate, I yelled, Get out. Right now. Without waiting for him to leave, I turned back and walked into the house as fast as my legs could carry me

After shutting the door, I pressed my back against it and slid down, burying my head in my pain, I wept

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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