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Lydia 

My voice was sharp, and I stared right at Victoria. Her lips shook as she tried to speak. What do you mean, Lydia? Why would I not approve of you?She asked. If I didn’t approve of you, then you wouldn’t be here.She placed one hand on her chest, completely eradicating the nervousness she showed earlier

You are my son’s exwife, of course, you don’t expect me to think too much about the things you left after your divorce. You’ve been back for months, and you never came back for them. Naturally, I thought you didn’t need them anymore.She said and blinked rapidly, turning her attention to the audience

I think that was my mistake, I should have asked about what you wanted before giving this out, for that I sincerely apologise.” If I didn’t know her any better, I’d have accepted her apology and her pretence of sincerity, but this was Victoria. The same woman who orchestrated my divorce and attempted to murder me

You won’t stay mad at me for a long time, will you?She asked softly. I didn’t get to reply before she wrapped her hand around me and pulled me into a tight and almost suffocating hug. You got away with this one,” my hand dangled by her side, doesn’t mean you’d get away with others.She promised

I wrapped my hand around her just when she began pulling away, I wonder how everyone would react if they knew how dirty your mind is.I pressed her against my chest, the same way she did seconds ago. You planned to kill my twins and were against Melanie’s transplant, now you want some donations for children you barely know?I scoffed and pulled away with a smirk

Her entire body went rigid, and she glared daggers at me. If you keep looking at me in such a manner, people would think you didn’t mean your apology and you are simply trying to put on a facade,” I said loud enough for everyone to hear

She lets out a nervous laugh, Lydia, you have always been a funny one.” 

The auctioneer who was standing beside us cleared his throat, taking over the stage. He looked at Victoria with disappointment written all over his face. I am sure this wasn’t what they agreed on. With how greedy Victoria is, I’m certain she didn’t truly intend to donate all the money to an orphanage

It seems we won’t get to auction this item off, there are others you’d like,he assured the crowd. Victoria left first. We were about to leave when the auctioneer asked, I don’t mean to pry, but I’m sure everyone has the same question as me.He began pausing to give us enough time to turn

What question

Are you back together?The hall went dead silent. The auctioneer looked between us. Mason gripped my hand, tightened, and let out a small smile, No comment for now.He said, not enough for them to jump to conclusions, just enough to keep them speculating

We walked back to our seat, but my interest in whatever was happening was long gone. Neither Mason nor I made any purchase. I made a mental note to ask Mia to send the donation to the orphanage

At the end of the auction, I was informed that the necklace would be sent over to my residence. Mason and I walked hand in hand to our car. This honestly wasn’t what I planned today.Mason said, It was supposed to be a notsoquiet time between us because there were obviously other people, but at the same time, just 

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enough space to be together even in crowds. I don’t know if that even makes any sense.Mason said his voice was smooth but mixed with frustration

I enjoyed the night, though. It has been a long time since I had so much entertainment.I said. But something kept bugging my mind, your mom,I inhaled, knowing this may be a sore area for him. It won’t be so weird if I ask how your relationship is with her now?” 

Cold air slapped against my cheeks, the night illuminated by poles of light by the sides and headlight of cars from the highway close to the parking lot

I noticed how Mason didn’t try to keep it a secret that he wasn’t on the best of terms with her. People bristled around, engines roared as cars began driving out of the lot

Honestly, not the best.His voice was raw and low. Knowing about all these just makes it seem like I never truly knew the woman I called mom.He continued. Strands of hair covered my face, and I brushed them off

No matter what Victoria did or how vicious she is, she is still his mom, and like all children, he’d obviously still have a soft spot for her. Hearing him talk about Victoria in such an emotional tone, a lump rose to my throat. I forced it down. This wasn’t a topic I wanted to have with him

Fortunately, it seems it was the same for him, too. We got close to the car, and he dipped his hand into his pocket to fetch the keys. Just then, his phone began ringing

Fuck!He groaned, pushing one hand through his hair, I forgot the keys inside.he said with a frustrated sigh, stealing a glance at his phone. I didn’t see the ID caller, but from the way he furrowed his brows, I could guess it was someone important

I’ll go get the keys, you can take your call.” I volunteered and started walking away before he had the time to refuse

The keys were on top of the table. After grabbing it, I walked back, my heels clicking sharply against the tilted floor

I finally get a chance to speak to the homewrecker with no shame,a voice jeered behind me. I stopped on my track, recognising the voice as Julia’s. I spun around to see her walking towards me

My stomach twisted from the sight of her. She really had such an irritating face. I didn’t have time for any drama with her. She got closer with each step. Seeing the look of anger she tried to disguise with a sly smirk, I felt a sense of joy knowing I succeeded in getting under her skin

How did you like my gift?I asked

She gritted her teeth, Did it make you feel good to see me embarrass myself?She asked. I rolled my eyes. Why would she ask such an obvious question? You started it.” I reminded her. If she hadn’t written my name, I’d not have met the girl or written her name as the pianist

You!She pointed her finger towards me, and I stepped back. I have nothing to talk to you about.I shook my head and continued, I could hear her shoes clicking beside me, I know you think you have won because you have Mason, but let me warn you, he will always be mine.” 

I don’t reply, if she wanted to act like a manic, she should do it herself. I increased my pace, and she soon got tired and gave up. Mason was still on call when I got back. He had his back towards me and massaged his 

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After the call ended, he turned and I asked, Is there a problem?he shook his head, his jaw ticked, Did you get the keys?” 

Are you sure you are fine?I asked as I handed the keys to him. Why did I feel this need to know what’s wrong? As if I wanted him to trust me and know that I would always be here for him

He assured me that he was fine and everything was in order. Although I had a hard time believing it since his shoulders remained slumped, I didn’t question him anymore

We settled into the car, and he pressed on the accelerator, driving the car out of the parking lot and onto the highway

We made small talk as we drove. The car rolled to a stop in front of my gate, and I bit down the urge to comment on how short the trip was. Was it weird that I wanted a little time with him

Do you mind coming in for a drink?I heard myself say before I could stop myself. It was already past 10 pm at this point. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked

Sure.” He said

The sitting room was empty. Mom and the twins must have slept off. After confirming that the twins were fine, I came down with two glasses and a bottle of wine

Mason had removed his jacket. He sat on the couch with his crisps white bottom down, shorts with the first two buttons undone. The shirt was not enough to hide the outline of his toned body

I swallowed, moving my eyes away from his chest, and a tingling feeling rushed through me. I sat on the same couch with him. The wine made a clinking sound as I placed it on the table

Mason turned to me, his lips were moving, but I could barely focus on what he was saying

How would those lips feel on mine

Inviting Mason in was a mistake. But I couldn’t help the excitement that followed at the thought that this may be one hot night

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Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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