Chapter 98
Goof
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When I heard Silvy’s voice coming into the living room I felt two things. Thrilled that she was willing to talk to me and concerned that I may have woken her up. I’ll make the sleep up to her I vow to myself. Even if I have to stay up with Ant for two days so Silvy I will do it. I will deal with that later. I need to talk to Silvy, beg and get her to take me back. Lilly was right when she said that Silvy didn’t need me. I needed her. I know there is a list of men as long as my arm that would love to take my place. They are just waiting for me to screw up. I can name five off the top of my head. Dez, Lilly’s drummer, for one and I’m sure Lilly would help them hook up. Casper has shown interest. Two doctors at the hospital and a male nurse. I’m sure if I looked into it there are more
guys.
Silvy having a baby with me will not be a problem for any guy that knows and wants Silvy. They would gladly step in and be a dad to Anthony. It is up to me to make sure that doesn’t happen. I placed the items I brought on the side of the couch before sitting on the coffee table in front of Silvy. She had just sat up. I can tell she hasn’t been awake long. Her hair is sticking out of her ponytail in different directions. Her eyes are puffy. She had a little drool dried
In the corner of her mouth and pillow impressions on the side of her face. With all of that, she was still the most beautiful woman I have ever had the pleasure to lay my eyes on. I can’t lose her
because I am an idiot.
Silvy looks up at me and waits. She isn’t going to say the first word. She shouldn’t have to. She didn’t fuck up. “ Babe, thank you for taking me back,” I said. Silvy holds up a hand. “I didn’t say I was taking you back. I said I would talk to you.” Silvy told me. Shit, she is right. I just assumed. “I am so sorry. I was an asshole. Am an asshole.” I told her. Silvy just nodded in agreement. Fuck this. I dropped to my knees in front of Silvy, placed my hands on her knees and poured my heart out. “Silvy, I screwed up. I was so tired I wasn’t thinking. I lashed out. And I shouldn’t have. I was selfish
and was only thinking of myself so I left and went to the clubhouse. All I did was sleep, then went to
work. I swear.”
When Silvy didn’t say anything just watched me I continued. “I had intended to come back after I
caught up on some sleep. The next thing I knew your dad was walking into the clubhouse with my stuff telling me he changed the locks and never to come here again.” Silvy’s eyes got big and she said softly “I didn’t know he was going to do that.” “It is fine, babe. I deserve worse for being a selfish bastard. I wasn’t thinking of what you and Ant were going through. I didn’t know Ant was sick and that you were both having a hard time.” I told her. “I took a break. I thought all my brothers took a break once in a while. Until they set me straight. Babe, I vow to never abandon you or Ant again.” I told her.
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Goof, I get being tired. Trust me I do. But you said some horrible things and walked out on us. I can’t just forgive that.” Silvy said. I watched as her eyes began to fill with tears she wasn’t going to let fall. I need to let it all out and tell Silvy everything. No more hiding. I let the tears I have been fighting out. I grab her hands “Babe, please. I will do anything to come home. I will prove to you day in and day out that I will be a better father. On my kutte I will never walk out on the two of you
again.” I pleaded.
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Mariyam Khan
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Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.
