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Worst Fear 168

Worst Fear 168

Chapter 168 

Chapter 168 

Lydia 

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After spending two hours seated in front of a stylist and a makeup artist, my waist felt stiff, but the good part was that my look transformed, and I went from a ten to a thousand

I took one last satisfied look at my reflection before walking out of the room

Mason’s room, where he was to get dressed, was just across mine. I inhaled slowly before reaching for the doorknob. Once I entered, the smile on my face shook when I saw Mason. His shoulders were hunched up, and his body was bent over. He didn’t even notice I had entered the room

I took slow steps forward and another, still, Mason didn’t turn, he just kept typing away, and from his reflection on the mirror, I noticed his brows were drawn together, and his jaw ticked

On getting towards him, I tapped him on the shoulder, and he flinched. He turned quickly, tucking the phone into his pocket

Hey, love,” he said, then leaned down to me. His smile didn’t reach his eyes

You look stunning!He declared, taking a step back and nodding in approval. I gauge his expression, and it has morphed into a relaxed one

You don’t look bad yourself,” I said. He wore a black suit, and his hair was styled backwards. His eyes moved to the side, and he rubbed the top of his nose

We should go.” He said, placing his hand on the small of my back and leading me to the door. His fingers grazed my skin, and I could feel the tension in them. There was something he wasn’t telling me

He reached for the doorknob, but I placed one hand on his shoulder, stopping him. Are you okay?I asked

Yes.He nodded enthusiastically. Why?” 

You just don’t lookI inhaled sharply and shook my head, Never mind.” Maybe I was reading too much about his posture, and he was completely fine

Mason held my hand in his as we walked down the hallway. There were two men standing guard in front of a tall door. They bowed politely and opened the door

The smell of different delicacies wafted under my nostrils as I walked into the restaurant. There were round tables on each side and a red carpet in the middle

A man dressed in black trousers and a white button shirt walked towards us, a small smile on his lips. He stopped in front of us and bowed slightly, Good evening, Miss Alissa,he turned to Mason, Mr Woods, I’ve been honored to show you to your seats.” 

We walked behind him as he walked down the aisle. In the middle of the hall hung a chandelier with diamonds scattered all over it. Light shone on the place, illuminating the entire place while keeping the 

romantic vibe

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Once we got to our seats, Mason pulled out a chair for me, and I sat. Then he walked around the table and sat opposite me

What would you like to have first?The waiter who was still standing by the side asked

Cocktail,” Mason answered for both of us

He was back in a few minutes with two other waiters, and they set the glasses of cocktails in front of us. Thank you, Mike,I read his name from the tag pinned on his chest

You’re welcome, ma’am,” he said, and then left after we placed our orders for what we wanted

While we waited for the waiter. I turned to the side, noticing the artwork for the first time. “Do you still keep artwork?Mason asked. “Or did you change hobbies? This voice carried a playful undertone

I felt an icy feeling on my back, and I turned to see the lady from the icecream shop staring at us. When our eyes met, she quickly looked away

I adjusted the chair, lifting my glass to my lips. I took a slow sip Of course, what other hobbies could possibly beat art hoarding? I asked, surprised he had to ask me that. He settled his glass on the table. I don’t know, reading?He asked casually, leaning into the chair as he spoke

You loved reading, I do too, but I read when I had to, and you read for fun. We are not the same.That carned a chuckle from him, which blended perfectly with the low mummering from other customers in the 

restaurant

You remember the one time you got a new book and you didn’t leave your study for a full day.I reminded. My glass was on the table. I lunged forward and clapped my hands together, resting my elbows on the table

I was working. Lydia.” 

Years later, I can’t believe you are still denying it.The waiter returned with our food at that moment, and we stopped speaking till they left

As we ate, we spoke about different things, from politics, business, and travel

I want to use the restroom. I’ll be quick.I said, rising to my feet and grabbing my purse. I asked for the direction of the restroom and was shown one

The restroom was empty when I stepped inside. Instead of going into the cubicle, I first stood in front of the mirror. My makeup was still on point, although my lips needed a little touch

After I was done, I washed my hands and pulled out a tissue, which I used to wipe my hands. Just then, the door creaked open, and a rustle of footsteps was heard as the door clicked shut. 

Not hearing the person walking past, I raised my head and looked towards the door to see the same woman leaning on the door with her hands crossed over each other. She stared at me

Ignoring her, I focused on applying lipstick. She could stare at me all she wanted; I don’t give two fucks

Are you married to him?I furrowed my brows, and my hand paused for a brief moment. Is he your 

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I smack my lips together, returning my lipstick to my purse. It’s a shame she thinks everyone is like her

From the corner of my eye, I noticed she took two steps forward. I didn’t flinch. I had no reason to be afraid of her

Are you deaf or something? You spoke just fine when we were in front of him, and I’ve been watching you; you spoke to him at the restaurant, too, so why won’t you speak to me?” 

I turned and, without speaking, started walking towards the door. As I was about to pass her, she reached for my shoulder. My skin crawled at her touch, and quickly, I stepped to the side

Are you nuts?!My tone was sharp, although I kept a calm demeanor

So you finally speak. Why did you stop me from speaking to him two days ago when you aren’t even married?She asked, raising a brow

What? You surprised? I did my research.” She stated firmly, I saw him first. Before he met you, and you began pulling him along. I understand you’re looking for a daddy for your twins, but look elsewhere. I had my eyes on that man first; go look for yours. I’m sure there are many rich men in this hotel.Her tone was clipped as she spoke

I was tempted to ask where she got her audacity from, but right now, I wasn’t in the mood to engage in banter with anyone. The night started on a good note, and I’d like it to end in the same way too

I turned to face the stupid blonde fully and took one step forward, puffing out my chest, Don’t speak to me unless you have done your research correctly.I warned

I looked down at her hand to see it curled. I wonder how you got in. It seems you are here to hunt men.I stated, and this seemed to fill her up

I wonder who let you in.” 

I can say the same about you,” she said. My uncle is part of the higher up here, if you don’t want to be thrown out,she articulated each word, and I had to bite down on my tongue to avoid laughing

Really?” 

Yes! So stop throwing yourself at a man I found first.” 

Did you come to this place for me?I couldn’t help but ask

She brushed her hair away from her face, Of course. Wealthy men come here often, this is a good place to find a life partner.” I narrowed my eyes, and I have found mine. So, stay away from him while I’m asking lightly.” 

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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