Chapter 174
Rachel’s POV
Carter adjusted his posture, his strong hands clasped together, muscles visible beneath his shirt. But I couldn’t care less about that right now – all I wanted was to find out what had happened.
“I received word today,” Carter revealed, that Nathan has returned to Emerald City, and he and Madison are moving forward with their wedding…
The news pierced my heart like a blade, and I felt the color drain from my face. I remembered Nathan telling me Madison meant nothing to him, that he wouldn’t marry her, that he had chosen me and wanted to live with me and our child.
“He said he wouldn’t do that,” I murmured, my voice barely audible. “When is it happening?” My fingers gripped the edge of the couch.
‘Rachel, don’t torture yourself like this,” Carter said softly, his eyes flashing with an emotion I couldn’t read.
I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath, trying to understand why I had believed Nathan before.
As I tried to accept that everything Nathan had told me was a lie, my heart broke again, like crystal shattering in moonlight.
“When are they getting married?” I asked again, tears glistening in my eyes in the sunlight. I looked up at Carter. “It’s fine. Just tell me.”
‘I’m not sure of the exact date,” Carter answered gently, “but I heard it will be soon. I’m sorry, Rachel.”
The thought that Nathan couldn’t even wait until the war was over made my heart ache even more. His promises, the nights we shared, the love in his eyes… was it all fake?
“Carter, you don’t need to apologize,” I said calmly, trying to keep my voice from trembling.
Rachel, don’t let him affect you,” Carter responded, leaning forward. “He’s not worth it.”
“You’re right. He’s not worth it,” I said flatly, though I found myself struggling to hold back tears as I tried to convince myself it was true.
“Why don’t we do something else?” Carter suggested, hope flickering in his eyes.
I shook my head, forcing a smile. “I appreciate it, Carter, but I think I just want to take a nap. I’m too tired.” My hand rested on my belly as if to comfort the
child within.
Carter reached out, gently lifting my chin to make me look at him. “I don’t like seeing you like this. His voice was low and gentle, but his touch made me
uncomfortable.
I worked hard not to flinch. “I know, I’m sorry. But I just need some time.” My eyes involuntarily looked into the distance, as if searching for an exit that
wasn’t there.
Alright, my girl,” Carter said, “take all the time you need. Stress isn’t good for you or the baby.”
Carter leaned in to kiss my cheek, gently stroking my hair and tucking it behind my ear. His touch was light but possessive, making me want to pull away slightly.
‘Carter, could you do me a favor?” I asked.
“Anything for you, girl,” Carter answered without hesitation, eagerness glinting in his eyes. “What is it?”
I took a deep breath. “From now on, I don’t want to hear anything about Nathan. Can you help me with that?” My eyes looked directly into his, trying to convey determination.
Carter didn’t seem particularly surprised, just nodded and gently took my hand, his palm warm and strong. “Of course, if that’s what you want.”
“Thank you, Carter,” I said, working to keep my voice steady despite the pain in my heart.
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Chapter 174
“Don’t thank me, Rachel, Carter responded, his voice carrying a promise. “I’ll always be here for you and the baby. No matter what, you’ll never be alone.
“I’m going to head in and rest now, I’m so tired. As 1 finished speaking, my voice carried a barely noticeable tremor.
Carter’s eyes softened with gentle ripples of tenderness, his lips curving into a smile. “Okay, go get some rest. Before you go, can I have a hug?”
I froze in my tracks, my heart skipping a beat. Then, with stiff reluctance, I slowly nodded my head.
In the next moment, his warm breath enveloped me, his strong arms drawing me firmly into his embrace. His palm gently caressed the top of my head, as if trying to knead away all my fatigue in this brief moment of tenderness.
After a few minutes, I realized he still hadn’t let go. I gently pushed against his chest, creating some distance between us.
I gave him an apologetic nod and quickly ducked into my bedroom, pulling the door shut behind me. My hand trembled on the doorknob, barely managing to hold myself together long enough to be alone.
When I was finally by myself, the flood of emotions nearly broke through the dam I’d built.
However, I bit my lower lip hard, telling myself not to cry. The sound of waves outside my window seemed to echo my turbulent mood.
“Nathan doesn’t deserve my tears,” I told myself, though deep down, I knew it wasn’t true.
“How could I be so stupid to think Nathan had changed?” I reproached myself. “Why did I let myself fall into his trap again?”
I loved him more than anyone, more than myself, yet I was never good enough. He had simply used my love, lied to me, used me as a breeding tool. A tear escaped without warning, and I quickly wiped it away.
In the end, to him, I was just a memory, a breeder who could be replaced. My belly fluttered with slight movement, as if the baby was trying to comfort me.
If anyone was to blame, it was myself. I gently stroked my belly, feeling the life inside. This child was my only hope and strength now.
I decided I would never let anyone hurt me like this again. I needed to be strong for myself and my child.
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