Chapter 183
I realized I was dying!
I really didn’t want to die!
I couldn’t help but cry, but it seemed like I couldn’t produce tears anymore. Looking back on my life, happiness always seemed so far away from me. I hest wanted a family, but I never deserved one.
1… never mind, this is perhaps for the best.
Then, listening to their conversation, I learned that my Alpha bloodline and regular bloodline were rejecting each other after the birth, causing massive bleeding.
It is okay…
All I wanted was to see and hold my baby, to breathe in his scent and tell him through our mind link how much I loved him.
My thoughts drifted to my life and choices again. I’d fought so hard to escape those who wanted me dead, only to possibly die without seeing my child’s
face.
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Would I have already been dead if I’d stayed with the Iron Jaw pack? Or at least gotten to see Nathan before my life ended?
As my consciousness began to fade, my thoughts turned to one person: Nathan.
I shouldn’t have left you, Nathan. If you were here, would our mate bond give me the strength to survive?
I worried about my son’s future. I had no strength to tell Selena to run with my baby, to keep him from Carter.
Through our mind link, I called weakly: “Nathan, where are you? Can you feel how much I need you?”
As my consciousness slipped away, I seemed to see a beautiful silver–haired woman smiling at me, surrounded by moonlight.
If I walked toward her, there would be no more pain, just eternal running under the moon.
I was certain this was the Moon Goddess, that my life was ending and my wolf spirit returning to her.
Suddenly, I heard a powerful, desperate voice call my name through our mind link: Rachel!
I recognized Nathan’s voice, though I couldn’t understand how. We were so far apart.
I cracked my eyes open slightly, seeing Nathan’s face seemingly forming in the moonlight through my hazy vision.
“Rachel, hold on!” he urged through our link. “You can do this. My Luna is strong enough! Keep fighting. For our cub!”
Though I knew he couldn’t actually be there, through the wolves‘ mind link, he was connected to me.
As I gazed at Nathan, I felt Alpha power flowing through our mate bond. The pain lessened. Nathan faded from my sight, but his strength remained.
Everything went black as I closed my eyes, but I felt my two bloodlines beginning to coexist harmoniously.
I suddenly sat up, eyes wide open, to find Selena and Edwin standing at the foot of the bed, staring at me.
“Is this magic?” Edwin exclaimed, “The bleeding stopped on its own. How is that possible? I have to go back and do some research. It’s truly amazing.” With that, he told me to have a good rest and then left.
“You’re going to be alright, Rachel! I–I thought you… her voice cracked as tears welled up in her eyes.
She clutched my hand, her shoulders trembling with relief. “Moon Goddess be praised, you’ll recover,” she whispered, unable to hold back the tears that now
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streamed down her flushed cheeks.
I managed a weak smile at her, then glanced around the room, but there was no sign of Nathan.
I was confused, uncertain if what I’d experienced was a dream or a real mate bond connection.
Just then, a small wolf–like whimper came from across the room.
‘Give me my little wolf,‘ I told Selena.
She smiled and complied, placing the infant in my arms. Immediately, I felt the powerful mother–cub bond form between us.
When I looked down at my son, I gasped in surprise. He had opened his eyes and was gazing up at me with the same gray eyes as Nathan’s.
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Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.
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