Chapter 230
“That’s right,” I lifted my chin defiantly. “I’ve been spending time with Carter. It was my choice.”
“After everything he did to you?” Nathan demanded.
“Yes!” I affirmed.
“Are you insane?!” Nathan’s voice rose.
“No, I’m not!” I shot back. “I chose to be with him because at least he came to apologize… at least he wanted to make amends! I chose to be with him because at least he doesn’t order me around like you always do!”
Nathan took a step back, staring at me, seemingly trying to calm his anger. “I can’t let you go back to him.”
“You have to let me go!” I insisted.
“No, I don’t.”
“You bastard, let me go! You have to!” I shouted.
“Why?” he challenged.
And then, desperate to escape, I lied: “Because… because I love Carter!”
Nathan paled as if I’d physically struck him. “You… what?”
I pushed further. “That’s right. Carter is my… lover… and I miss him terribly. I long to be back in his arms.
Nathan turned away, his fists clenched so tightly his knuckles blanched white, arms trembling with barely contained fury.
The silence between us crackled with tension, heavy as thunder before a storm.
When he finally turned back to face me, his jaw was clenched in a rigid line, the muscle there twitching with restraint.
His eyes, dark and stormy, bored into mine with an intensity that threatened to shatter my
I felt my throat constrict, a desperate urge to back down washing over me.
But I straightened my spine, summoning every intensity with a fire of my own.
resolve.
Ounce of courage I possessed, and glared right back at him, matching his
“I can’t believe you, Rachel!” Nathan snarled. “He’s the one who deceived you, who set you up, and you fell in love with
him?”
“So what?” I countered. “You did the same things to me, yet here you are acting like you did nothing wrong!”
Nathan advanced toward me. “What is that supposed to mean? You have no idea what you’re talking about!“,
“Oh, really?” I revealed one of his betrayals. “Says the man who was willing to use me to get to Carter while I was pregnant with your child!”
Chapter 230
“It wasn’t like that!” Nathan argued. “I went to the island for you, Rachel! Ile manipulated you into thinking I was there for him… he’s a cunning, devious bastard!”
I lashed back, “So what? What are you now, Nathan? A rogue? A wolf without a pack? Someone nobody wants? Some kind of monster?
Nathan’s fists clenched, his arms tensed. For a moment, I thought he might hit me. Instead, he paused, took a deep breath, and let his arms fall to his sides.
“You need rest, Rachel,” he said, his voice hollow.
I hadn’t truly wanted to hurt him, and seeing his reaction made me sad.
But he had hurt me far more deeply.
“I want to leave,” I reminded him one last time.
Without another word, Nathan turned and walked out of the tent.
I didn’t dare follow him, knowing there would be guards outside. My throat constricted, and tears welled in my eyes as I collapsed onto the canvas cot, head in my hands.
All I wanted was my son and my freedom.
Was that so wrong?
I buried my face in the pillow, letting the linen absorb my tears.
It was nearly midnight. My birthday was approaching
I knelt on the ground, lifting my face toward the sky, and began to pray to the Moon Goddess.
“I beg you, Moon Goddess… hear my cry as you once heard Nathan’s… please restore his mate bond, let him find his destined mate… let him find her so he can have the happiness everyone deserves–and let me go free.”
I still loved Nathan, I realized. I wanted him to be happy, but I also needed to be free of him, to break the hold he had on my heart.
felt the moon’s pull on me, knowing my wolf was close to the surface.
“And please,” I continued my birthday wish, “take away my mate bond. I don’t want to love anyone again.”
Love was so painful.
I remembered the joy of falling for Nathan and the betrayal he was planning all along.
After my prayer, I fell back onto the canvas cot, exhausted.
I closed my eyes, hoping Nathan wouldn’t haunt my dreams.

Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.
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