hapter 288
Rachel’s POV
The first sensation I felt was warmth–a steady, comforting heat against my cheek that contrasted sharply with the chill spreading through the rest of my body.
I struggled to open my eyes, finding them impossibly heavy, like they were weighed down with lead.
The moment darkness claimed me, I sensed my own existence slowly
raveling, drifting away like sand through fingers.
“Rachel.”
Nathan’s voice reached me as if from underwater–distorted and distant.
I realized the warmth came from his chest. I was cradled in his arms, human again.
Even in my weakened state, I could register his scent–that familiar blend of pine and winter cedar I’d come to know so well, now mixed with mud and blood from the battlefield.
I found it oddly comforting in what might be my final moment
“I can hear you… how’s the battle going?” I managed through our mind link with Adam, too weak to speak aloud.
“General Caspian brought reinforcements. Carter is leading the vanguard units,“* Adam replied, his mental voice tinged with worry.
“The civilians?”
“Fortunately, casualties were minimal.”
Relief washed over me, though it did little to combat the growing darkness at the edges of my consciousness.
My eyelids fluttered, threatening to close forever.
“Rachel!” Nathan’s voice was low and tight, as if he was fighting to control some overwhelming emotion. His arms tightened around me.
I wondered if he would cry for me when I was gone…
Maybe yes?
He said, “Rachel, let me take over! Trust me!”
I couldn’t manage words, but I blinked twice in response, using the mind link one last time to tell Adam, “Alpha Nathan will take command…* Then darkness claimed me.
The next time I opened my eyes, my head felt like it was stuffed with cotton. Light filtered in painfully, and I squinted, trying to adjust.
Gradually, the blurry shape beside me resolved into Selena’s concerned face.
“Please…” My voice was a rasp. “Please give me water. Where’s Nathan? Is he all right?”
Selena poured water from the crystal pitcher with trembling hands, bringing it to my lips. “You’re finally awake, my queen. she exclaimed, her voice breaking with emotion. Shadows circled her eyes as she anxiously examined my face.
She whispered after taking a deep breath. “Alpha Nathan is conducting the defense council meeting. He’s barely left the command room since- She broke off, helping me take a few sips before continuing. “I’ll send word that you’re awake. Everyone will be relieved.
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As my vision cleared further, I recognized the familiar surroundings of my suite in the Nexus palace.
How long had I been unconscious? I tried to recall the battle—my transformation into the giant wolf, the bloodshed, Carter arriving with. reinforcements, Nathan taking command when I collapsed.
“We’re safe for now,” I murmured, more to myself than to Selena. “We have time to prepare for their next attack.
Selena nodded grimly. “I’ll bring you something to eat. You need to regain your strength.”
As she left, I closed my eyes, collecting my scattered thoughts. We had survived, but what would come next?
Hours later, there was a soft knock at my door before it opened to reveal Nathan. He stood frozen in the doorway, his eyes taking me in without a word. The silence stretched between us, heavy with things unsaid.
Since the temple ritual, I’d noticed the clarity returning to his eyes–the red haze that had plagued him as a wanderer was gone.
But something else had changed too. Where once he’d looked at me with unmistakable hunger, now there was distance.
As a wanderer, he had seemed to need me, to crave my presence as his mate. Now that he was restored…
I wondered if he regretted everything–the things he’d said, the promises he’d made. Had that all been the wanderer talking?
I ran my fingers through my hair, now turned stark white. The sight of it in my peripheral vision sent a bitter taste to my mouth.
Nathan moved toward me slowly, his steps measured and careful. “Rachel,” he said simply.
“Hi,” I replied, my voice still weak.
His eyes lingered on my white hair, and I saw a flicker of painful recognition cross his face. He knew what it meant, though he chose not to speak of it. “How are you feeling?”
“I’m okay.”
He stepped closer, gently pulling me into an embrace, drawing me against his shoulder. “I’m glad to hear it.” His voice was neutral, controller
I said, “We need to make sure we’re prepared for when they attack again.”
A slight surprise registered in his eyes before he nodded. “Yes, of course. I’ll handle it.”
“Thank you for your help,” I said politely.
Another flash of confusion crossed his face. “Of course,”
A messenger burst through the door, stopping short when he saw us. “Alpha, report-!”
Nathan held up his hand, cutting the man off. “Rachel, rest. I’ll return soon.”
As he and the messenger turned to leave, something inside me clenched painfully. “Nathan!” I called out with all my strength.
He stopped immediately, his eyes meeting mine with an intensity that made my breath catch.
“Will you promise to take care of my people?” I knew it was selfish to ask, but he was their hope now.
The fire in his eyes dimmed. “Yes, I promise.” He turned and walked away, his shoulders rigid and tense as if carrying an unspoken burden.
My heart sank as I watched him go, regretting that I might have missed my chance to say something that mattered. I looked down at my
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hair, remembering my mother and how her life had been shortened by the same Moon Goddess blessing that was now a curse to me.
I’d had no choice in that moment on the battlefield–1 couldn’t watch so many people die.
For the rest of the afternoon, Nathan didn’t return as promised. He was busy handling what should have been my responsibilities.
Just as I was about to start overthinking, Selena walked through the door.

Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.
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