Chapter 300
Nathan’s POV
‘She needs you–now!”
Without another word, I broke into a run, ignoring the screaming agony of my wounds. Each step sent fire racing through my veins, but I pushed through it, driven by a fear far greater than physical pain.
I burst through the doors of the castle, barreling past startled servants and guards.
By the time I reached Rachel’s suite, my breathing was ragged, and fresh blood had soaked through my bandages, but none of that mattered.
Nothing mattered except Rachel.
I flung open the door and froze. There she was, lying motionless on the bed, her once vibrant copper hair now completely white, spread across the pillow like spun silver.
Her skin was so pale it was nearly translucent, the blue veins visible beneath. Her chest barely moved with each shallow breath.
My heart shattered into a thousand pieces at the sight of her. The world seemed to slow around me as a wave of anguish crashed through my body.
This couldn’t be happening. Not to Rachel…
“No,” I whispered, the word escaping my lips like a prayer.
My legs felt leaden as I forced myself to her bedside, each step an eternity of pain.
Victoria sat beside the bed, tears streaming down her face. “She’s been getting worse all night,” she sobbed. “We’ve tried everything. Nothing
helps.”
Selena stepped in behind me, her voice soft and broken. “I believe her time has come. Using the Moon Goddess’s power was too much for her body to bear. I don’t think she’ll last the day.”
“I need a moment alone with her,” I said, my voice rough with emotion.
“Alpha Nathan-” Selena began.
“Just give me a moment with my son’s mother,” I interrupted, my voice cracking between command and plea.
They filed out reluctantly, Victoria casting a long, searching look at me before closing the door behind her.
My legs finally gave out as I sank to my knees beside her, taking her delicate, cold hand in mine.
The tears I’d been holding back finally broke free, falling onto our intertwined fingers.
How could I have let this happen? She had given everything–her strength, her very life force–while I had failed to protect her.
“I won’t let you die, Rachel,” I whispered. “I can’t let you die. Not when I still have a way to save you. I’m sorry, but I’m going to defy your wishes again.”
Her skin was so pale, almost transparent/If not for the faintest rise and fall of her chest, I might have thought she was already gone. I could still hear her heartbeat, though–weak and fluttering like a trapped bird.
I reached out, gently brushing my fingers across her snow–white hair, then tracing the contours of her pale cheek.
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“I know you can’t hear me right now, but maybe that’s for the best. I don’t think I could tell you any of this if you were awake.
I took a deep, shuddering breath.
“I thought I wasn’t afraid of anything until I met you. I was afraid to love, afraid to trust, because I saw how it betrayed my father. But you… you made me want to try again.”
My voice broke, and I felt tears gathering in my eyes.
I wish things could be different, Rachel. I wish we could be together, in this life. That you could be my wife, and I could be the husband you deserve–someone who would love you, cherish you, protect you, and give you the life you’ve always wanted. But… I’ve failed you at every turn. No matter how much I wanted to be that man, I know it won’t be me.”
I squeezed her hand gently, remembering what I’d wanted to tell her that day in the temple, before everything went wrong.
“I’m sorry for everything I did to you when I was a wanderer. For hurting you, for controlling you, for treating you like property instead of an equal partner. Whether I was a wanderer or not, the time we spent together… I’ll treasure forever.”
I choked out, “Mateo is well. He’s so much like you, Rachel, so pure, so good. I know… I know I always said he should be with me, but I was wrong. You’re the parent he needs.”
I swallowed hard, fighting through the lump in my throat.
“I want him to grow up to be brave and kind, like you–not like me. When our son is old enough, please tell him how much I loved him.”
The tears spilled over, trickling down my cheeks and falling onto her face.
“I hope you won’t be too angry when you see what I’m about to do, Rachel. I know you don’t want anything to do with me. But don’t worry… it won’t be for long.”
I leaned forward, pressing my lips against her forehead, then gently to her lips, trying to memorize their sweetness.
Another tear fell onto her cheek as I pulled back, looking down at her one last time.
“Whether you believe it or not, I do love you, Rachel. With my whole heart. See you in the next life, baby. I love you!”
With resolve hardening in my chest, I carefully pulled aside the collar of her nightgown, exposing the delicate curve of her neck. Then I lowered my head and sank my teeth into her soft skin, marking her as mine.
The effect was instantaneous. A dark energy, like black lightning, surged from Rachel into me through the mark.
The force of it threw me backward, slamming me into the floor. It was the same energy she’d absorbed during the tem
tual, now flowing in
reverse.
Pain unlike anything I’d ever experienced tore through every cell in my body. It felt like thousands of knives stabbing me simultaneously, like fire burning me from the inside out.
I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t scream. I could only lie there, my mouth open in a silent howl of agony as the darkness consumed me.
For someone like me who has always had such a high pain tolerance, I never imagined I’d struggle so deeply with this heart–wrenching agony that tears me apart from the inside.
With every ounce of willpower I possessed/ I kept my eyes fixed on Rachel, watching for any sign that my sacrifice was working.
Please, I thought desperately. Please wake up. Please let this work.
My vision began to blur, my eyelids growing impossibly heavy. I could feel my life draining away rapidly, my soul being consumed by the dark
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energy meant for her.
I slipped into what felt like death’s embrace, expecting darkness, expecting an end. Instead, I remained aware, trapped inside my unresponsive body. I could still feel Rachel’s warmth, still sense her presence.
What’s happening? Is this… death?
I tried to move, to speak, but my body wouldn’t obey. Something ancient and powerful seemed to be forging a connection between us, something beyond life and death itself.

Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.
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