CHAPTER 0061
Meadow’s POV:
The woman
I thought would bear my grandchildren.”
That was what Ingrid had announced in front of everybody. In front of Alaric’s own wife. In front of me.
Guests were clinking their glasses together, laughing at Ingrid’s words all while cheering for and welcoming Yvonne.
“Meadow.”
I could hear Alaric next to me, but his voice sounded so far away. It wasn’t just him. Yvonne had lied to me too, telling me they had just a one–night stand when it was obviously more than that.
Yvonne scanned the crowd, and when her eyes zoned on me, she smirked.
Smirked.
This time, when Alaric pulled me away, I didn’t stop him. I followed him mindlessly to the car. I was too stunned to say a word, still trying to process this.
Before the incident happened with my parents, Yvonne was practically non–existent. We only knew that our mother had a sister but we hadn’t met her before. She lived with her parents–our grandparents, until all of a sudden, she showed up at twenty–one and said she was going to take care of us
She was born here in Seattle. Made sense that she knew Alaric, but-
Alaric’s scent infiltrated my nostrils, snapping me back to the reality I had no idea I’d zoned out of. I was sitting on the passenger’s seat and he was currently leaning over to fasten my seatbelt.
“I got it,” I muttered, blocking his hand as I waited for him to leave.
He didn’t argue or order me to let him do it for me, which was surprising, but I let out a breath of relief once he moved away from me.
Was this… a coincidence?
Alaric already seemed to know a lot about me before we met, and I suspected he knew about my family, but there was no way… No way that he would’ve still wanted me if he knew who I really was.
Alaric slid into his seat, and his hand moved to switch on the engine, but he stopped halfway, letting out a sharp breath. “Meadow.”
I swallowed. “Yeah.”
“I understand how this looks,” he started in a low, unsure tone.
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For the first time since I met him, Alaric sounded unsure. Wow. Yvonne had really shaken him. “But I-”
“We didn’t say goodbye,” I cut in, looking out the window.
“What?”
“Your mother. You didn’t tell her we were leaving.”
I was trying to change the subject, because I didn’t want to talk about this. Didn’t want to admit that I was
hurt
I didn’t have any right to feel hurt. Alaric wasn’t mine. He never was.
“I’ll speak to her later,” he murmured after a full minute had passed. “Hey, look at me.”
I shook my head, still looking out the window at the other cars that were parked around. I wanted
nothing but to get home and rest my head, because right now, it was pounding.
I felt Alaric’s hand on my jaw, and a soft gasp escaped my lips as he turned me to face him. The expression on his face was indifferent, his tone exactly the same. “Talk to me.”
“I don’t… I don’t have anything to say, Alaric,” I whispered.
“Sure, you.
do,” he said firmly. “And you’re going to tell me the first thing on your mind so we can work things out from there.” His brows drew together. “I don’t want you giving me the silent treatment,
Meadow.”
My jaw twitched. “If you don’t want me giving you the silent treatment, then don’t order me to tell you the truth and punish me for lying when all you’ve done is lie to me and use me.”
He stroked my cheek with his thumb. “Use you? What do you-”
“You kissed me, Alaric,” I blurted out, yanking my face from his grip. “I didn’t think anything of it before, but then I remembered that you apologized right before you kissed me.”
“I’m sorry,” he’d said to me. And when I asked him to kiss me again, he just dismissed me.
Alaric’s expression turned guilty, only confirming my suspicions.
My heart dropped into my stomach. “You refused to kiss me all these weeks, and the second you spoke to your ex–girlfriend, you decided it was the right time for our first kiss?” My voice was shaking, and I could already feel the tears forming. “Is that all I am to you? Just a pawn? A rebound for a lost love? I mean, I know that this isn’t a real marriage, but I thought you had a bit of respect for me.
I swallowed, shaking my head. “I guess I was wrong. You’re all the same. You and Tyler”
Alaric froze, his jaw clenching as his eyes turned hard. I’d hit a nerve. The last thing Alaric wanted was to be compared with scum like Tyler.
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“Don’t say that,” he gritted out.
“What?” I snapped. “I’m only calling it what it is, Alaric. Don’t get pissed at me for telling the truth when you don’t have the courtesy to do the same.”
“Don’t compare me to him,” he said, quietly this time, although the heat in his eyes had turned lethal. “I never laid a hand on you. I never lied about who I was. And I admit I lied about Clarissa being just an old friend, but you have to understand, I was caught off–guard tonight. I haven’t seen her in over ten years so I didn’t know how to tell you, To be honest, I didn’t even think it mattered.”
My stomach twisted, and I scoffed. “You didn’t-”
“Will you let me finish?” He cut in. “I didn’t think it mattered before, but now, seeing you react this way, you can’t even begin to understand how sorry I am that I lied to you.” He paused, eyes darting to my lips. And I’m sorry about the initial reason behind the kiss. I needed something to ground me and ended up using you in the process. But I’m not sorry that I kissed you, Meadow.”
My breath hitched as Alaric palmed my cheek again. I leaned into the heat of his palm, feeling my eyelids
flutter.
I swallowed, hating the way my body responded to his touch. And this time, when I looked in his eyes, I saw the guilt swirling in them. He was sorry, I had no doubts about that.
And maybe, just maybe, he didn’t know about my relation to Yvonne–Clarissa.
“It wasn’t the best circumstance,” he continued. “But given the opportunity, I would do it again and again. You want to know why I didn’t kiss you?”
I nodded. He voice lowered. “It’s not because I didn’t want to, or because I was saving the best for last.” His mouth twitched. “I didn’t kiss you because I was terrified that I’d get addicted to this mouth of yours, Meadow. I didn’t kiss you because I knew it would be more difficult for me to let you go when the time
comes.”
“Alaric-”
“Now all I can say is that my fears were valid.” He leaned in close, pulling me to him by the nape of my neck. I swallowed. Our faces were only centimeters apart now.
“Now that I’ve tasted your sweet mouth, I don’t ever want to stop.”
A shiver ran down my spine as Alaric moved to kiss me, but at the last second, I turned my face away so his mouth grazed my cheek.
I couldn’t kiss him.
“Alaric,” I said under my breath “I can’t. Not right now.”
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His reply came after thirty seconds. “Okay,” he whispered against my cheek. “I understand. And I will make it up to you. I promise.”
I nodded, although I didn’t accept it.
The only thing that would make me satisfied was if Clarissa would leave Seattle and never come back Because if she was here, and Ingrid was still pushing the notion of them being together, then this was not
the end.
And my secrets weren’t safe.

Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.
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