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Worst Fear 107

Worst Fear 107

Chapter 107 

Mason 

 

I thought the same, too. Julia should not know about this. It would be so much of a hassle if she knew. Plus, I plan to take care of her, but as the baby’s father

Her father can keep his deals and investments to himself. I will not abandon my baby; we’ll find a way to go about it

It’s clear from the way my heart is beating that I need Lydia 

Alright.” 

back in my life

Okay. That’s all.She said, she looked ahead, steadying her breath. I bit my lips, holding back the excitement. In days, I’ll be with the twins

What are you still waiting for?She asked me. I turned to look at her

Me?I pointed one finger at myself. She looked around the car, Is there anyone else here?She asked. Or you don’t 

want to leave?” 

WellI adjusted my seat. We’ve not fully settled this.” 

What else is there to settle? You’ll see the twins now.It was as though she was telling me I’m done with you, now fuck off

We’ve not talked about when I’d see the twins. Plus, I’d like this to be in writing.” 

She raised a brow, folding her hand across her chest, You don’t trust me?” 

I do.I said, she seemed to have loosened a little, just to be sure you won’t go back on your words.I said

“It’s the same thing.” 

No, it’s not, I just want to be guarded.” 

And you think a piece of paper would be enough to do that?‘ 

Yes.” 

Fine. Let’s put it down.She looked around the car, My lawyers will contact you.She ignited the engine

Whoa, whoa, slow down. I didn’t say it has to be by our lawyers, it’s just something we can quickly scribble.I said

Whatever you say. Send it over once it’s drafted. I’ll have it signed and sent back.” She looked at me. 

Let’s do it now.” 

We may not have the best relationship right now. But I still want to be in her presence. She squinted when she looked at me this time, and that warm feeling I always get came back.” 

I suddenly felt the need to say something, anything to make her spend a little more time with me. Well, you know, we are 

 

here right now. We may both have terms we want to add. Why not do it here?I smiled

She did not return it. Got a pen here?She seemed to be in a hurry to get rid of me

No.” 

I don’t either. See, it’s not going to work,She said

I know somewhere we’d get these things.She shook her head

I’m not going to your penthouse.” 

Good, I was beginning to think you had forgotten my penthouse is around here,I said. It’s better, and we’d be free from any prying eyes.She twisted her lips to the side, considering my words

Fine. Let’s go.She said, then brought out her phone. Clear my schedule for the next two hours.A smile cracked on my lips, she would be with me in the next two hours. That should be enough

She started driving. It was a tenminute drive to the penthouse, but I didn’t want the drive to be silent

What else do you remember around here?I asked

I’m not walking down memory lane with you, Mason.She turned to hold my gaze for a brief moment, and can you look 

ahead?” 

Why?” 

You are distracting me.She said, My eyes are on her, and I refuse to look away

Glad I still have that charm, enough to distract a pretty girl like you.” 

You know that’s not what I mean,” I said

Really?The car came to a stop in front of a red light. I loved being closer to her. If we were both going to be parents, we 

should at least go back to getting along

I lunge forward, What are you doing?” 

Checking off, I can be a distraction in a charming way, if I get a bit closer to you,I said

A familiar smell of coconut oil and milk rushed into my nostrils. She smells the same

You know this is not for us. Right?” 

What is not for us

If you are going to keep making me uncomfortable, I’ll turn this car around and go back to my work. I have enough.She stated firmly, and I raised my hand

Fine, fine. I won’t do anything to make you uncomfortable anymore.I said

When she got to the penthouse, she killed the engine, turned to me, and said, See how comfortable you staying quiet 

 

was?She asked

At least she was talking to me. What do you mean, Lydia? Are you saying I look better when I’m quiet?” 

She facepalmed herself, You always managed to twist my words.” 

I’ll get a piece of paper from my study, or would you want to come?I extended an invitation to her, and just like I thought, she refused

No.” 

When I got to my study, I called Daniel. Clear my schedule for the rest of the day.” 

There was silence on the other end. I removed the phone from my ear to see if he ended it, but he didn’t

Are you there?” 

Yes. Well, hmmWhat is wrong with him? You actually don’t have anything scheduled today.” 

Oh, shoot, I forgot about that

Okay. Clear my schedule for tomorrow, and also, some weird videos may be circulating in a bit; make sure they are stopped.” 

Yes, boss.” 

I needed the call

Now, that’s settled

After taking a sheet of paper and a pen, I returned to the sitting room

Lydia wasn’t seated on the couch as she was when I left

I looked to the side to catch her standing in front of a frame. I walked towards her

You still have this?It was a frame of broken roses. We got it at a gallery when we were still together. Or more correctly, she saw me staring at it and got it for me as a present. It was the first gift I received from her

No.There were other frames and antique artwork on the walls. Courtesy of Lydia, who would always pick out things she 

found interesting

I see.” 

She turned and started walking back to the couch

I didn’t remove anything. Everything is right as you left it?I said. All she used and all she liked were left. I couldn’t bring myself to clear out things that were hers

I may have divorced her, but I couldn’t let go of her. I still have toiletries for her and all

I spread out the paper on the table. What are the terms?I asked

 

She took the pen from me and scribbled. As her hands walked on the paper, her hair fell to her face, and she tucked it. behind her ears

Here. These are my terms. I collected it from her, staring at the three lines she had written

Mason is allowed to see the children under the supervision of someone.” 

Easy

He must not tell Julia about them.” 

My lips are sealed

If any videos from earlier today begin to be spread online, this agreement is void

As for the last term, I made a mental note to remind Daniel that the moment even one video is seen online, he loses his job

That’s all from me. What are yours?” 

I looked up from the paper and stared into her beautiful eyes

I have nothing,” I said, extending the sheet to her, but then stopped and scribbled down

Mason Woods agrees to everything on this contract,I spoke out as I scribbled

Do you want to sign first?” 

Wait, I remember something I want to add.After writing it, she looked at it, I’ll sign first.” 

I signed after her

You just keep your words, especially the last term. You can’t tell them you are their father.Her words were slow

I want to be the one who tells them myself,maybe she saw the question in my eyes, cause she went on to explain, because I don’t want to confuse them.” 

It’s fine. But you have to tell them one of these days.” 

I will.” 

So what will you introduce me as?” 

A friend.” 

“Okay.I have no problem with that. My desire has been met; I get to be with the twins. Thanks, Lydia. This really means a lot to me.” 

If it does, you better not ruin it.She rose to her feet and grabbed her purse from the couch. Duplicate it and send my copy over.” 

I walked behind her. When she approached her car, I placed one hand over the door and stretched out the other. What

 

She raised her brows

Give me the keys.” 

Why?” 

I want to drive. I need to pick up my car.” 

You can do that yourself.” 

That’s what I’m doing.” 

Not with my car. Why should I drive you back to the restaurant?” 

Because we are friends.” 

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Status: Ongoing Type: Native Language: English
Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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