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Worst Fear 109

Chapter 109 

Chapter 109 

Mason 

Uncle Mac? Who is that? Was Lydia dating someone already? The thought of this didn’t sit well with me at all. Why would she be dating someone else? And the kids knew him

Yes, Mom, what about him? I thought he was your boyfriend,Liam added, Now all three of us were looking at Lydia for an explanation

Where did you learn that word from?Lydia asked, eyes wide, more interested in the fact that they knew the word. Like, who didn’t know the word boyfriend

On the other hand, my interest has now shifted to this Mac guy

From Linda’s dad,Melanie replied in her angelic voice. I could see the confusion in Lydia’s eyes

Her mom’s boyfriend always comes to pick her up and Nathan,Liam explained

Is it a bad word?Melanie asked

No, it’s not,I replied with a smile. She nodded, her attention moving to Lydia as if waiting for her confirmation

It’s not a bad word. Uncle Mac and I are friends.” 

Oh, really.Melanie’s face dropped

So is Mason over here. He is Mom’s friend and nothing more.Did she have to add that

Let’s go.” 

Will he be taking us home?Liam asked as we moved to the side of the car

Yes.” 

Yah!!” 

I sat behind the steering wheel, feeling complete. I haven’t felt this way in a long time. Liam and Melanie chattered all through, while Lydia 

was silent

My eyes flicked to the rearview mirror from time to time. If you don’t keep your eyes ahead, we’ll get into an accident,Lydia warned, her 

voice almost a whisper

I drove to her building and was surprised when Lydia asked me to come in. Excitedly, I stepped out of my car and carried Liam; he seemed to be the only one who had opened up to me

You said you want to spend time with them. So, wait here to freshen up and come down in a while,Lydia said before taking them inside

The sitting room had the same design as that of the penthouse. There were different frames scattered over the walls. There was a frame of Lydia and the kids

I smiled, tracing my fingers along the edge of a frame. Lydia was holding both twins, who should be a few months old

Before now, I had imagined a thousand things I would do with Melanie and Liam, but now my memory seems to be wiped. It was as if I were having a brain fog; I could not remember what I wanted to do with them

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Melanie and Liam will be back anytime soon, and I do not want to take them out after the stressful day they’ve had in school

A part of me wanted to let them take a nap, but the other part wanted to spend some more time with them. After all, spending time with Liam and Melanie meant time with Lydia

Sitting on the chair, I brought out my phone and opened the search engine. Then I typed, What are some fun games a father can do with his kids at home?” 

Amongst other things, what truly struck me was the drawing. Okay, that would be nice. I can make paintings with them.That was settled

My phone started ringing. Why is Julia calling again? What does she want this time? I ended the call without thinking and switched off my phone. I do not want anyone or anything to interrupt my time with my family

Lydia came down with Melanie and Liam trailing behind her

Mason, guess what I brought.Liam halfran and halfwalked as he had a smile plastered on his lips, holding a piece of paper

What are you holding?I asked, lifting him off the floor and placing him on the space beside me

It’s a drawing I made of Mom and Melanie. Don’t you think Melanie looks so much like you?I nodded, taking the piece of sheet from him

On the paper was a drawing of what Melanie and Lydia should look like. I held back a smile, knowing he wanted to hear praise from me

It does look like Lydia, though, sorry, your mom,I quickly corrected myself

Lydia held Melanie, and they sat opposite me and Liam

But this definitely looks like Melanie,I said

Melanie got off the couch and walked towards us. She wanted to see the drawing that looked like her

Does it look like me?she asked

I nodded, bringing it down for her to see

I can draw something better than this, though,I said

You are an artist?Liam asked

No, not necessarily an artist. But I know I can do better than you,I said

Maybe it will not be hard to draw with them as I wanted to,I thought to myself

Fine, let’s do this. Mom is going to pick who is better at this between you and me,Liam said, looking at Lydia, who had a smile on her face 

as she stared at us

And that was how we ended up on the carpet. I sat crosslegged, a red pencil in my hand. Liam and Melanie were seated in front of me while Lydia remained on the couch, staring at us. We decided to draw an elephant and have Lydia pick whose drawing was better

I worked on the piece of paper with mock seriousness, my brows drawn together as I sketched

I am not an artist. I just want to have fun, but I did not expect that my drawing would send Melanie and Liam rolling with laughter

Do you think you can do better?” 

I can definitely do better,Liam said, convinced

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I looked towards Melanie; she seemed freer with me right now

Of course, I can do better than you,her voice was soft as always

Fine, let’s see what you got. Are you done?I questioned, folding my hands across my chest and tilting my head to the side. 

Give me a moment, let me quickly finish up,” Liam said

But Melanie held up a paper. I’m done with mine. You can take a look.She handed it over to me

Hers was as bad as mine, if not more. The strokes were out of line, the legs were unnecessarily long, and the tail was tiny

I think Melanie’s drawing is by far better than Mason’s,Lydia said. 

A warm breath hit the side of my face. Lydia was standing close to me, bending slightly to see Melanie’s drawing

Yeah, Mom thinks my drawing is better than Mason’s drawing,Melanie repeated

Liam, can we see yours now?Melanie asked

Just a minute. I’ll soon be done,Liam replied. Our eyes are now trained on Liam. After about five minutes, he raised his paper, I’m done.” He said with a grin

I struggled to keep a straight face as I stared at the drawing. His elephant was too big, and the legs were too tiny. Holding the paper up,! declared, This right here is so beautiful, it looks just like an elephant.” 

I told you I am a better artist than you are,Liam said, puffing out his chest in triumph

Raising the paper, I showed it to Melanie and Lydia. Melanie was quick to disagree with what I just said. She shook her head, grabbing the paper from me

No, that’s not true. That is no elephant, looks like this,she said, struggling with a laugh. Mine looks much better than Liam’s drawing, right?she asked

Lydia looked torn between the two kids. If she said Melanie’s drawing looked better, Liam would be hurt, and if she said Liam’s drawing looked better, Melanie would be disappointed because she seemed to have confidence that her mom was surely going to disapprove of 

Liam’s drawing

I wondered if this was how it was for her. Was it difficult? Is it fun

She suddenly broke out into a smile, holding both Melanie’s drawing and Liam’s drawing up. I am blessed with two great artists living under my roof.She raised the drawings towards me. Don’t you think Melanie and Liam are better artists than you are?She raised a brow, a smile tugging on her lips

I got what she was doing; she was trying to bring the banter back to me and the twins. Our eyes met, and for a second hers softened. I raised both hands in defeat and began, I am a really bad artist. I surrender. Liam and Melanie are better artists than I am.” 

We spent the rest of the day playing and arguing, using different colors to paint. At some point, Lydia joined us

For a moment, it felt as though this was normal. I could not help but think about how it would be if this were actually my life

It was at that point that I realised that no matter how difficult it is going to be, Lwant this to be the norm. I want Lydia back, and I will do 

anything to get her

I’ll give up anything to make us work. Lydia walked me to the gate, and my car was parked at a distance. Daniel had brought it from the restaurant and brought it here at my demand

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I know I should leave and shouldn’t be nosey, at least not now. But I couldn’t help but ask, So, who’s this Mac guy?” 

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Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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