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Worst Fear 129

He may have looked away quickly, but I’ve been with Mason for a long time to know it was him. Why was he in the same restaurant and acting sneaky like that? I refused to believe this was a coincidence

However, I was grateful that he didn’t try to speak to me. That was enough

The next day, I found a pack of my favourite snack. It was a surprise he still remembered. I smiled as I munched on it later that evening while reading a novel online

Who brought these flowers!I inquired as Mia pushed a bouquet into my hands. I don’t know.She said and shrugged her shoulders, You seem to have so many admirers, and I’m not surprised about that.She added before she walked out

I squinted, bringing out the attached note, a part of me wondering if it was from the reporter. What did he snap and send this time

All my worries vanished when I opened the note. The beautiful handwriting caught my attention at first, then the content. I caught myself smiling as i read it

I think about you all the time, beautiful Lydia.I read out loud, tasting the words on my lips. His Initial at the bottom proved my thoughts were right, it was from him

MMarcus would not send this. It has to be Mason

Now seated in the car, I leaned my head to the side, remembering all Mason has done. I felt my chest flutter. I couldn’t believe I was getting butterflies like a high school student

You’ve been smiling so much since you got the flowers. Who sent them? I saw a note attached to it. What did it say?A curious Mia asked

My cheeks grew warm. Why was she asking that? Well, it’s nothing important.I adjusted my seat and tried to school my expression

But your face says otherwise.Mia, who is seated beside me, turned to me with wide eyes, It seems you got a new lover, orshe paused, stroking her chin, maybe I can guess the sender.She eyed me suspiciously, It was Mason, right?” 

What are you saying?I scoffed, looking away from her, Why would he send me flowers?I slapped my face, my heart was racing. This felt good and bad at the same time

Oh, really, then why are you blushing so hard?She giggled, no doubt, having so much fun teasing me. I straightened, deciding to change the topic

What’s on the schedule tomorrow?Lasked frienging seriousness 

Trying to divert the topic, are we now?Mia asked in a mischievous voice

Mia, do you want to walk home?I asked, hardening my She raised her hand over her head in surrender and leaned back

We have a meeting tomorrow.She said, scrolling down the iPad she held

I pretended not to listen as she went on, but the truth was that I wasn’t listening. I knew the schedule by heart. At noon, we’ll be meeting with Mason and Mr. Gladdins for a collaboration we were doing

My phone beeped. I picked it up just as the driver took a turn, entering the lane that led to my house. It was a message from Mason. I tapped on it, staring at Mia from the corner of my eye to see if she was looking at me. She wasn’t

Mason: Hey, how did your day go? Want to chat later

I stared at the message, passing my hands over the keyboard. Yes, I want to chat.I deleted it, it seems too direct and desperate

 

Ma’am, we’re here.I raised my head to see the driver looking at me. I didn’t realise we got home already

Mia stepped out with me. She wants to have dinner before going home. Who sent you a message?Mia asked as we walked. I quickly placed my phone inside my bag

You are too nosy,I said, increasing my pace; she did the same. No employee does that to their boss,I said, with kicked seriousness. She grabbed hold of my hand instead and pulled herself to me

That ended the moment we drove in. I’m home, and the contract doesn’t bind us here, so fill me in.She said excitedly as we walked in, and I found myself laughing with her

The next day, at noon, Mia and I left for the meeting. We got there first

I can believe they are late.Three chairs surround a round table. Two bottles of wine were placed on top, along with three glasses

Mr. Gladdins was the first to arrive. He walked in with his shoulders on the same level as his head. He came in alone, around the table, his eyes assessing 

Mia and me at the same time

I stood, offering him a handshake. He held my hand longer than I wanted, a small smile plastered on his lips. You are an absolute beauty, Miss Ali His voice is deep and firm

You have good eyes,I said, taking my seat, not giving any man the pleasure to receive thanks for a beauty that was mine

He looked towards Mia. You brought your secretary?No, I don’t like that tone. Demeaning, like he was trying to drive home a point

Yes.I tried to remain polite, although nothing about him pleased me. Well, I am not a believer that first impressions matter a lot. I think continuous impressions do the trick. So far, I do not like this man. Something about him just didn’t sit well with me

Mr. Gladdins was about to speak when the door opened. I turned to see Mason entering the room

He wore a black Italian suit. His hair was combed back, and a few strands fell forward. He looked regal and a little too handsome

My heart skipped a beat as he came closer. He stopped by my side, Miss Ly- Alissa.He extended his hand. Mia nudged my side, and I broke free from the spell he seemed to have cast on me

I stood, pushing my chair backwards, hiHi? Are you serious, Lydia

Mr. Mason Woods.I shook his hand, my palm disappeared under those big ones

Now seated, Mr. Gladdins was the first one to speak, Why don’t we send the secretary outside?Of course, I wasn’t going to like anything that comes from that mouth of his

This meeting is secret from now on, and we don’t want words going round.Well, we have nothing to fear. I trusted Mia like I did myself. She wouldn’t go about saying things she shouldn’t. That I’m sure of

There is no-” 

Fine, they’ll wait outside.” 

Mason and I spoke at the same time. I jerked my head towards him, lifting a brow. If he doesn’t trust his P.A., I did mine

Good, that’s settled then.Mr. Gladdins said, looking from Daniel to Mia. I sent Mia an apologetic look as she left, then glared at Mason, who hadn’t spared me another look after shaking my hand earlier

This jerk, forget what I said about him looking handsome, he wasn’t, at all

Two hours later, we were still discussing the terms of the contract. It wasn’t anything hard, I never thought it would take this long. And just as you guessed, Mr. Gladdins was the problem. He seemed to disagree on everything

 

How about we take a short break?He asked

Are you kidding me? Take a break? What did he think this was? His playground, where he could decide the rules? Hell no

We shouldn’t-” 

That sounds like a good idea.” 

Once again, just as I start to disagree, Mason has agreed. I ground my teeth together as I stared at him. Why the fuck was he doing this

Thirty minutes should be enough.He added. What was I unaware of? Why did Mason seem to be quick to agree to whatever Mr. Gladdins says? I never pegged him as one who would blindly agree to anything

I don’t think that is necessary,I said, not ready to let this go this time. We are all busy people with packed schedules. We can’t spend all day here 

We also need time to think, don’t you agree, Mr. Woods?He asked, and Mason nodded. I couldn’t possibly go against the two of them, so I di 

We’d be working together for a long time if we agreed, that means seeing each other, so it would be best if we are on good terms

I’ll be back in ten, I want to quickly grab something.Mason excused himself, leaving me and Mr. Gladdins alone in the room

I didn’t want to have to speak to him, so I picked up my phone and walked to the side, placing a call to my mom. Mom sounded busy, hence we had little time to chat

Immediately the call ended, I heard silent footsteps behind me, before I could turn fully, a firm hand gripped 

Mr. Gladdins

me by my waist and pulled me close to him

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

Score 9.9
Status: Ongoing Type: Native Language: English
Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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