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Worst Fear 175

Chapter 175 

Lydia 

Of everything Julia could say, or ask, I never imagined it would be about my death. A heavy silence weighed between us. I was surprised by the question and her audacity in asking it in such a relaxed tone, as if she were just inquiring about the weather

Her eyes peppered my skin, and my senses heightened. We were standing over on the 20th floor, behind a railing, and I couldn’t stop the funny idea from crawling into my head as I repeated the question, Have you ever imagined how you’ll die?’ 

My expression relaxed, and I inhaled softly, stepping towards the railings. I wiped a finger on it, feeling the cold and smooth iron

Why? Do you want to throw me over?I asked, leaning on the railing. She stepped towards me, each step careful and calculated. I doubt that’s why you brought me here.” I stole a quick peek at my watch. You don’t have all day.” 

I’ve always thought about that, you know.She stood close to the rails and looked over. Her shoulders locked, quickly, she took a step back. Fear flashed through those once confident eyes

She was afraid of heights, I noted mentally

I’ve never been afraid of death, not when I’ve never been truly loved,she took another step back, placing a secure distance between herself and the railings

If you are looking for someone to open up to, I know a good therapist.Every second I spent here was important, and I know Mason must be concerned about me

I see death as a relief, I don’t have anything I should live for, at least not anymore,” she continued, ignoring my earlier words

I won’t try to stop her this time. 120 seconds more before I leave

But you are different. You have a man who loves you,” she paused, and I studied her face. Although there was a hint of pain in her voice, the fiery look in her eyes when she spoke about Mason was gone, replaced with something foreign

She looked into the night, You have children and friends.She swallowed and continued, That’s one reason why you need to live,” she returned her gaze to me. Warm glow reflected on her face, exposing her misty eyes

I kept a straight face, not caring about the emotions she may feel, because I know how manipulative she can 

  1. be

Victoria is up to something. I don’t know the details, but your life is in danger.Her phone beeped, but she ignored it. I may have hated you and tried to ruin you, but I don’t wish for your death.” 

And you expect me to believe you?I raised a brow. How does she not hear how ridiculous she sounds

30 seconds more

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Her expression didn’t flatter, I’m dead serious.Her phone rang, interrupting her. She raised the screen to her face, and her hands around the phone tightened. She stiffened, and the look on her face was one I know

Fear. Raw and undiluted

Ten seconds more

She ended the call and looked at me. You have to protect yourself. That’s the only way I can spend the rest of my life repenting for what I’ve done to you.” 

Two seconds

1 peeled away from the railing, Goodbye, Julia,I turned, you’ve successfully wasted my time.” 

Just when I reached for the doorknob and opened it, she said, Stay alive, Lydia. You need to-” 

I shut the door before she could complete her sentence. Without proof, she shouldn’t expect me to believe her. It was my fault for giving her a listening ear in the first place

I tapped on my screen, stopping the recording. I was tempted to delete it, but saved it. I still couldn’t push the thought that it can be used someday

Just as I was about to lift my head, I bumped into a tray and in a beat, my dress tucked to my skin as liquid ran down. Drops of drinks splattered on the white wall, and broken glass was scattered all over

A loud gasp escaped the girl’s lips, and her knees thudded on the floor. What are you doing?I asked at the same time she began rubbing her hands together, her shoulders shook

I’m sorry, Iyour dress, I ruined it,hot tears slid down her cheeks

My heart melted at the sight of her, and I held her by her arms and raised her to her feet. It’s just a dress.No, it wasn’t. It was a gift from the man I loved, which cost thousands of dollars. But she had no use for that information

I’m truly sorry, ma, I” 

It was a mistake, don’t beat yourself too much.” 

My chest clenched at the thought that the dress everyone admired had been ruined. I liked the dress too. But it wasn’t worth fusing over, after all, this was a coincidence

There’s a restroom at the end of this hallway,she said softly, her voice still clouded by pain and fear

Thank you,” I said, and then walked to the restroom as she said

I stepped in and closed the door before me before walking to the mirror. The stains didn’t come off, red patches lined the yellow gown, but it wasn’t too bad, I can wear it for the rest of the event, I assured myself

Inhaling a scent of breath, I turned back and walked to the door

I squinted when I tried to open the door, but it didn’t bulge. On the third try, I pounded heavily on the door

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Anyone there?I yelled, although I didn’t think my voice went past the door

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Where is my phone? I tapped on my body, only to find it wasn’t on me. I gritted my teeth at the discovery, I must have dropped it during that brief encounter

Now I was stuck in the restroom. I kept hitting the door, and it wasn’t until about ten minutes had passed that the door clicked open, and I stepped out. But no one was in the hallway

I rushed back to the spot where I had knocked into the girl, but it was empty, no one, the floor was sparkling clean like nothing had happened. My eyes swept through, stopping briefly on the vase of plastic flowers

There was no way it would be there. That was at least three feet away from me

The phone could be tracked, for now, I knew I had to go back to Mason so he doesn’t get too worried

Everyone had gone to the field where the fireworks would be watched. I stepped out, smoothing my dress as I walked

Fireworks exploded in the sky, colouring it briefly, however, no one bothered watching it. Mummering spread across the field; instead, a cloud had formed at the side

My eyes combed through the crowd in search of Mason. A waiter holding an empty tray was about to walk past me, but I stopped him. What’s happening over there?I asked, standing some feet away. There was a silver pin on the waiter’s buttondown shirt

I wasn’t a fan of crowded places, so I thought it would be best to stay far from them

Someone fell,he pointed to the building, from up there,” the waiter replied flatly, before brushing past me

As the word sank into my mind, I started walking towards the crowd, my step slow and shaky. Although he had not pointed out the exact floor, I could tell that a fall from up there would be fatal

People parted when I touched their shoulders, creating a path for me to walk through the crowd. The look on their faces was the same, scrunched up with worry and pity

Whispering only increased. Phones were held up, capturing the moment

Soon, I was at the front, a man was bent over holding a girl in his hand, her hands fell lazily to the side, swaying from back to front as he moved her gently

He had his back towards me, but I would recognize his back anywhere. It wasn’t the suit, it was the way he was built, those toned muscles even his suit couldn’t hide

My throat tightened and I swallowed, wondering why Mason was holding the fallen girl

I took two steps forward, Mason.My voice was calm, hiding the confusion rising within me. He didn’t turn. I closed the distance between us, Why are you- oh my God!My heart leapt in my chest, slamming harder 

than it has ever been

On the floor was Mason, holding on to a bloodied Julia. My hands found my open lips and clapped over them, What happened?I asked in a shaky voice. Mason kept a straight face as he examined her pulse

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She’s still alive,he said, his voice calm, his demeanor too collected for the scene in front of us. Mason finally looked 

  1. up. relief flushed through his face as he held my eyes briefly

On the other hand, I couldn’t process my feelings or hide the fact that I was shaken at the sight. A few minutes ago, I was with Julia. Ten minutes later, she was down here, covered in cuts and bruises. Blood spilt out from the side of her head

She had looked visibly afraid of heights earlier and had stood a considerable step away. There was no way she jumped over herself, not after she asked me to stay alive

How long will it take the ambulance?He asked no one in particular

No answer. He lifted his head and looked over his shoulder. Chill sprang from his gaze, and the air felt stiff. No one called an ambulance?He questioned, his eyes narrowing with every word

It was true he didn’t like Julia, especially after what she pulled, but just like me, he didn’t want her dead

Mason wasn’t that evil

Without an ambulance, Julia was going to die

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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