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Worst Fear 34

Worst Fear 34

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Chapter 34 

Some days earlier.. 

1 sat on the balcony with a glass of wine in my hand. By my side was lydia, the was seated on the chair in front of me. Har glis untouched

Have you thought about what I told you?I asked

She adjusted on the chair, her hair flying in the evening wind. She had just put tiam and Malanie to sleep 

Mom, I know you want to help me, but I don’t really think this is a good idea 

It is a good idea,I paused and gauged her expression. thail told her about my intention to help her 

The first day I told her 

her about it she had vehemently refused. But since that day I had kept the idea fresh in my mind, waiting for the perfect opport bring it up again 

She reached for her drink, I watched her closely, her brows were slightly curled, and it hurt my heart to think this was a difficult decision for her 

If this is about the twins, then you shouldn’t worry, their nanny is doing a good job; Tve been watching her,” said 

Lydia shook her head, tucking some strands of hair behind her ear, It’s not about the twins,” she said, settling her glass on the table

She returned her gaze to the city which was in front of us. The city was brightened by the light from cars and headlights standing on each side of the road, creating a perfect sight on nights like this

I just don’t want you to get hurt. You know what Victoria and Mason are capable of doing, Inodded

Of course I know, but that doesn’t stop me from wanting to help a small smile began to find its way to my lips

In fact, I’ve thought of the perfect way,I said 

She raised a brow, curiosity seeping into those orbs

Till share them with you if you agree that I’ll help you,” she moved back into her seat, contemplating 

Let’s hear it first,I was tired of going back and forth with her, so I agreed to tell her

Yesterday, aher Mrs Naomi took the children out for a stroll, I felt bored and decided to go relieve myself, it has, after all, been very long” 

Lydia listened with raspe attention as I spoke

I met Mrs. Everett.” 

How did you 

u know her? Lydia asked, surprised 

I am your mother; I have my ways. I know more than you think,I said with a sense of pride

It was really easy to become acquainted with her. She seemed so taken by my dress, you know, the one you got for me from Paris the last time she visited. I didn’t know the worth of that dress until I met her

I can still remember the look of admiration in her eyes as she spoke to me. Telling me how she had been trying to get her hands on the dress, but the list had been sold 

It is a very rare collection, one dress for each design, and the designer is well known, he only makes clothes once 

Irelated her words to Lydia 

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I had no idea, biti simply played along

She asked to meet frequently, saying that she had just returned to New York and had very few friends 

Out of what benefit would being fiends with her bring it would only lead to you spending so mark money on chipping.” 

She wasn’t getting it, You know she is close friends with Victoria, Lydia nodded, finally getting

Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer 

Yes,I smiled 

What do you say? I make friends with both women, keep an eye on them, get good, and use info on them that you can easily use against them, what in more, we can still put their mind and attention towards anywhere we want it to

I didn’t think of that, but you’ll have to be careful, Victoria can be very smart.” 

And that’s how I ended up here

I wore a designer dress and accessories with a diamond necklace, earrings, and bracelet. From the moment Victoria stepped into the mall, her eyes pinned on me

The woman Mrs. Everett had come with. I held my head high, loving every beat of her curiosity 

You are finally here,Mrs. Everett said. She and Victoria hugged, a brief awkward hug 

when they pulled apart, she said, Was around and thought it would be a good time to spend together.Mrs Everett said before introducing me

Meet my friend, Gloria.” 

As Victoria and I exchanged pleasantries, all I could think was that they used the term friends a bit too loosely

I was not her friend, and I think it was very stupid to introduce me as her friend when this was the second time that we were meeting 

But I played along, keeping just enough smile to look harmless 

We walked around the mall together, picking things that may be of no use to us

They may not be the most intelligent people I’ve walked with, but I could say that they had a good fashion sense 

But what do you expect from women who did nothing other than spend the money that was earned and presented to them on a platter of golf

From what I’ve learnt about them, Mrs. Everett had no position in her husband’s company. Her husband runs the company and he seems to be a very generous man. So her account never went dry

I think that will look good for you,Victoria said behind me as I traced my finger through a silver necklace

You think so?Lasked, although I didn’t like it, it was hot like my usual style

Yes,Victoria replied readily

Mam, would you love to try it on?the sales girl, who was walking beside us, asked

Yes

I ended up buying the necklace

We spent over two hours in the mall

By the end, Victoria had warmed up to me and no longer threw me thots and sale inus made 

Julia doesn’t like it when I tuy things for her, but it gives me joy, Leouldst help it be shot beets, Mrs Everett said as are walkerd is our cars 

Some sales people were in front of os, taking our hogs that were filled, to the cars

Oh, she sounds just like Zoe 

They both looked at me, I realized I had to say something 

My daughter likes it when I try things for Isee. She would wear them all through my voice grew sad, Maybe it was because i didn’t grow by m you know we were reunited recently.” 

OH, I’m sorry to hear that.Mrs Everett said

I smiled sadly, this part wasn’t faked. Thank you.” 

If only I had been with Lydia from the begoning, then Victoria wouldn’t have had the opportunity to treat her dirty

How about lunch together?Victoria asked

That sounds fine to me.I was first to speak, and Mrs Everett nodded

We went in our different cars

Victoria must have made a reservation on our way here because immediately we stepped into the restaurant, we were received by a water who wore a black shirt and trousers

theard the food here is great.” 

This is where Julia and Mason came to have lunch.” 

How did you know?We walked past some people 

You know how Julia can be; whenever she is excited about something, she doesn’t shut up about it.” 

We were shown our table. She must really like Mason a lot, then,” Ichirped in

You bet.Victoria said with a smile, On the outside, this marriage between them is just business, but who know they would fall in love with each other?Victoria laughed, and Mrs Everett joined in

I still remember their first date. Julia wouldn’t shut up about him. I believe it was love at first sight.” 

At that moment, a waiter came in. I was grateful he took their attention for the time being

He handed us a copy of the menu. When they left, we picked up and continued the conversation

It’s so nice to see young ones in love. Especially when it’s their first love.It would be strange if I didn’t engage in the conversation

I tried to match their level of enthusiasm

I never got to experience that, I’m grateful my daughter did, although it’s sadly not the same for Mason,” 

1 Bur 

The waiter returned with

Is Julia not 

orders and set them on the table. The conversation halted and continued when he left 

Mason’s first love!Easked, sounding as curious as I could be

Mason was once married,” 

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Oh!I pressed my lips together in a thin line. Did he divorce? Or a widower?I covered my mouth with my hands, sorry, I’m prying too much. You have to answer that.” 

It’s fine.She stated. He is divorced, although it would have been better if he were widower. I’d have preferred that.” 

Mrs. Everett placed her hand over Victoria’s

I understand how you feel,She gave it a light squeeze

I clenched my fist under the table

This bitch

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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