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Worst Fear 50

Worst Fear 50

Chapter 50 

Mason 

Now, I’ve had enough. I moved to stand but stopped when Marcus, the jerk, cleared his throat

Kingsley,He called in a deep voice, exuding royalty

Kingsley must have been startled because he dropped her hand, and his face turned bright red

Marcus raised their entwined hands for him to see, and he took the clue

You must be her date.His tone grew bashful, and he hurried around back to his seat when Marcus, the jerk, didn’t reply but kept staring at him with a murderous gaze

I grind my teeth and reach for my glass in one swift move. I placed it on my lips and groaned when I realized it was empty 

I looked around, beaconing on the closest waiter

Slow music commenced. Another glass was placed in front of me. I gulped the content down my throat. Listening to Lydia and Marcus, the jerk, speak sets something ablaze within me

Maybe it was the sound of her voice; it was cool and soothing as it had always been, but it was just that this time it wasn’t for me

Or, it was the stupid smile that refused to leave her lips as she spoke. And there were small taps on his shoulder and thighs

Two others joined our table. Their big smile when they saw Lydia was proof that they were just like the first man

However, unlike the fool, they knew to keep their hands to themself

They completely disregarded me, which was fine. I don’t care at this point because my attention was solely on Lydia

I was puzzled at how she seemed to be enjoying herself; the Lydia I know hates being in the spotlight, not the lady who seems completely oblivious to me

Or maybe oblivion is not the correct word since she knew I was seated here by her side

But after the first gaze, she didn’t look at me

If I didn’t know her better, I’d have thought she was doing this to make me jealous, but I don’t want to delude myself with such thoughts

By the time the party commenced, I was in my third glass of wine

The MC walked to the stage and soon, Lydia was called. She gave a heartfelt speech and shared a few tears, which was followed by thunderous applause from the audience

Marcus hugged her when she got close to the table, and my hold around the stem of my glass tightened

I took in slow breaths to control my emotions

I had to keep myself in check before this party turned out wrong

Dinner would be served before the dance, and the proper party began.The MC’s voice resounded around the hall 

Chapter 50 

Mr Mason. I heard my name and raised my head

A woman in a blue dress and heavy makeup stared unblinkingly at me

Thadn’t noticed her when she sat 

Why would I when I was too busy flattering my exwife

She stood from her chair and walked around. I didn’t see you.” 

Ani,I said without an effort to sound cheerful

She hugged me, pressing her hallexposed breast into my face. Her perfume was so strong that I could almost taste it

Releasing me from the hell of a hug, she stepped back, how long has it been, two years? My goodness, you never change, stillas fresh and handsome as always.” 

I checked from the corner of my eyes to see if Lydia was listening to our conversation, but she wasn’t

She was laughing at the joke of a man who was now standing behind her. Her body was slanted to the side so she could see him properly

How could she be so close yet so far away? I can basically reach for her hand and entwine it with mine. But at the same time,

can’t

Having her this close and trying hard not to talk to her was exhausting

I tried to remind myself that things had changed between us and being in her presence alone was sufficient, but it seemed I was dead wrong

I know this is me being greedy, but I don’t care

Mason? You okay?Ani asked

I didn’t realize she was still speaking, Oh yes. How’s your mom and all?” 

I just told you I lost my mom.my lips formed an oh. Sorry for your loss.” 

I had been too busy with my thoughts to hear her. I tore my eyes away from Lydia

Ani and I spoke some more before she returned to her seat

The man speaking to Lydia has also left

Most of the people walking around and chatting had returned to their seats as food was being served

Lydia,I called before I could stop myself. Maybe she didn’t hear because she didn’t turn

Hey, Lydia,” I called again, and this time/she turned

Mason.She called back, inhaling slowly

Staring at her face up this close, her beauty was radiant. Her lips parted a bit to let out air. I swallowed, did you want to say something.” She asked

Chapter 50 

My words are stuck in my throat

She stared at me for a while, but my brain was shut; I could not think of anything. She started to turn away, and I found my 

that moment

Congratulations.She stopped. You got the contract. Must have been hard to pull it off.” 

The clangs of the plate and spoon came from the nearest table

Thank you. And no, it wasn’t so hard to pull it off. It was easy since there weren’t any competitions.She said matter of factly

I want to scoff

She sounded so confident as if to say, Hey, Mason, you never stood a chance. The contract has been mine from the beginning 

You look beautiful, by the way.She stiffened briefly, obviously not expecting that

I didn’t expect the words to slip off my tongue easily, either

I know.She said and turned, a sign that the conversation was over

I should be angry, but no, I was grateful that she had spoken to me

Our table was served

Firstcourse meal, baklava bites

My eyes caught the nuts spread on the pie. Lydia is allergic to nuts. She doesn’t seem to have noticed

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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