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Worst Fear 82

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Lydia 

He said, Yes,That means he had questions. I stare into his eyes, trying to hold his gaze for as long as I can, waiting for him to 

continue

You have questions, I reminded him again. He broke our intense eye contact and looked around the sitting room. He wet his bottom lip and spoke

How did you get this place? I’ve been trying to get this place for a very long time. But I was always met with refusal.” 

My mouth foamed, an ah,” that possibly couldn’t be what he was curious about. I have my ways,I stated firmly

It seems he did not want to talk about the questions. He was purposely avoiding them

Seeing how he had skillfully avoided the questions, I decided not to raise it anymore. I’ll just let things play out well

My plan to seduce him, however, did not change. I looked over to the bottles on the table. Do you care for a drink?” 

Sure,he replied

I stood, walked over there, and grabbed the bottle. I uncorked it and poured it into the glass. Gurgling sounds mixed with the sweet smell of the wine filled the room

I handed him a glass

He muttered thanks. Raising the glass to my lips, I took slow sips. This is new,I heard him say

No, it’s a hundredyearold wine. I got it at an auction in Italy.He moved the glass away from him, staring at it before swirling it, and having another taste

I would not have noticed if you hadn’t said that.” He paused and continued, You’ve suddenly become good with wine.” 

I am good with other things.I wiped my bottom lip with my thumb. He just nodded. His wine glass was now empty. I asked if he wanted more, and he affirmed

We were silent for the next few minutes, the slow song filling the space between us

When Mason finally broke the silence, I did not expect his next words

Actually, I wasn’t talking about the wine,he began

I lifted a brow, I did not think that. What then was he referring to? I was curious, but I didn’t push him. I waited until he was ready to continue

He pushed his tongue to the side of his mouth

The dim light reflected on his face. His eyelashes suddenly looked longer, and his chiselled face looked more appealing 

Mason is a very handsome man. There was no doubt about that, but right now he was looking so much more inviting

I bit my lower lip and quickly averted my gaze when his eyes landed on me, gulping down the remaining content of my class

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I was referringyou, mo, us.” 

Huh

I wasn’t expecting that. What? I did not ask questions,he said, like he hadn’t just said something that warranted my reaction

The silence between us is deafening 

This was never like us. We always had something to talk about.He smiled and I found myself smiling too. Do you remember? Whenever we were together, there was no silent moment.” 

Of course, I remember. We spoke all through the night, numerous times without speaking, For the first time in five years, the memory of us did not make my heart break into pieces

I wiped my smile from my face and inhaled. I remind myself of who the man in front of me is

An enemy

Right now, it seems we have nothing to talk about,” 

We have some stuff to talk about. At least, that was why I invited you over.” 

I said, reminding him about the questions he had asked, but he brushed it off again, this time

It is nothing like what we used to have before. What we have between us now feels different.” 

Obviously, it would feel different. This was five years after his heartless betrayal and abandonment

I sneered within, There are so many things I’d make you reminisce, Mason. But it would be a step at a time

Honestly, I did not expect you to unblock me. Especially after you won the contract with Mr. Redmond.” 

The contract with Mr. Redmond had nothing to do with me blocking you in the first place.” 

He trailed the top of the glass with his finger

When you messaged me earlier, it made my heart warm.He admitted. Then he sighed, without lifting his head

It’s made me happy and, should I say, sad?he lifted his head, Too bad.” 

Too bad,” he repeated

I don’t need to ask what he meant before I know. He was getting married to Julia. Too bad she was carrying his child

I don’t probe him or ask him to continue. I just left him, allowing him to think whatever he wanted

I have questions. Not just the one we were able to talk about over the phone. I have so many questions, especially when I first saw 

you.” 

No, I did not like the direction this conversation was heading. I have to change it

This was not the reason why I invited him. He isn’t here to ignite old feelings, no talking about the past.I stated

I didn’t invite you here to ignite old feelings.He stared down at the contents of the wine

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Then why did you invite me?He asked

I needed company,I replied, and he whipped his head to look at me. He looked astonished as though he had least expected such words from me

I reached for my glass, slowly bringing it to my lips, but he stopped me

You

don’t like drinking so much.” 

I guess I changed.I am not this old Lydia who stayed away from alcohol in front of him. I may not be able to hold my drink well, but I don’t need to stop myself from doing what I want to do

I don’t want you intoxicated.” 

I can hold my alcohol quite well.” 

Says the girl who got drunk over a few sips of drinks at the bar.” 

I pushed my hair backwards, removing it from covering my cleavage. I didn’t respond immediately

That was in public, this is my home, even if I were to get drunk, it shouldn’t matter to anyone.” 

After saying that, I brought the glass to my lips, ready to sip from it, I didn’t expect Mason to stop me again

It matters to me.He held my wrist too suddenly. Some of the wine splashed on my chest. It felt cold as it rolled down to my 

breasts

I didn’t have the time to process what just happened. Mason had scooted over in the next second 

I am so sorry.He took the glass from my hand, then he began dabbing my chest with a handkerchief. I didn’t move away

His hand came in contact with my chest as he was doing that. My dress moved down a bit, exposing more skin

Mason was sitting too close. His breath was falling on me. We’re just inches away from each other. He paused when he realised our position and where his hand currently was 

My breath heightened up and so did his

His eyes were lowered as he swallowed

Mr. Woods, you will not be able to escape.” 

He slowly lowered the handkerchief but didn’t move His eyes met mine and he searched my eyes, then his gaze lowered to my lips

He brushed his thumb over my lips, and I felt something warm rush through me

I I I miss you.His voice is hoarse. I adjusted, moving closer towards him

Even when you are in front of me

His Adam’s apple bobbed up and down/l bit my lower lip, waiting for him to continue. What do you want to de 

Why should I do anything about it?asked in a seductive tone. One side of his lips curled upwards, and he brushed the hair off my face

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want to kiss you.” 

Ibit my lower lip. I like it when you do that, it’s both pain and torture.” 

Why is it torture?I asked, pressing my chest against his.. 

You are so close yet so far away.His lips were close to my ear as he spoke. The music came to an end

Mason-I began, but he stopped my words by placing his finger on my lips

I think than I should.” 

it you

You are enga-he bit on my earlobe before nibbling on it, and my words got stuck in my throat

Another music started again, returning the atmosphere to the once romantic mood it had been, I want to do so many unholy things to you.He held my shoulder and moved me back a little. “But I won’t if you don’t want me to.I didn’t expect him to bring the ball back to my court

He stared hungrily at my lips. Do you want me to?” 

I placed my hand on both sides of his head and dropped a quick peck on it, that was enough answer

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Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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