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Worst Fear 91

Worst Fear 91

Chapter 91 

Mason 

The days went by in a flash. I can’t believe it’s the day I’ve been dreading already. I am teated on the edge of a bed, tapping my foot 

on the floor

I deleted the message I had just typed. Biting down on my lower lip, I began to type again

Hey! Are you fine?I deleted it again. I have sent that over 6 times and have gotten no reply from her

Will you be here today? I miss you.I deleted it again. It sounded too desperate

I flung my phone to the edge of the bed and passed my hand over my hair. Lydia was officially driving me crazy

When I saw her with Marcus some days ago, I got so mad that I walked out of the mall and gave up trying to get her attention. I messaged her later that evening, but she has not replied to any of my texts

Was she avoiding me? I asked myself. But she has no reason, no matter how hard I thought there was no reason for her to ignore 

  1. me

That was when it struck me. I have been inconsiderate. Of course, she has a reason to ignore me. I’m getting engaged to another woman. Even if she tried to deny it, she still has feelings for me

Sigh

The urgent need to assure her that I would always be hers came rushing in. Taking hold of my phone one more time, I stared at the screen and keyboard, and then my finger danced on the keyboard

I can’t say I know exactly how you feel, but I can guess I feel something similar whenever I see you with Marcus. But I hope you never forget that you will always come first to me. I may be engaged to Julia, but you will always have my heart, Lydia. Let’s meet this evening 

I stared at the message, thinking it was too long. Should I shorten it? I won’t be seeing her all through today, I doubt Mom would invite her. For the first time, I agreed with my mom, I don’t want Lydia to see me get engaged to another woman

The door pushed open at that moment and flinched. My finger touched the send button and before I could blink, the message had been delivered

Mason, here you are, we are all waiting downstairs.Zoe stepped into the room. I stared at the phone with wide eyes. The two ticks at the left turned green, proof that she has seen it

My eyes widened. I didn’t get the chance to remove some things. What if she thinks I’m a weirdo

Zoe is wearing a black sleeveless dress. The dress stopped before her knees, and beads were scattered over it. She moved to stand in front of the mirror, admiring herself

I got the urge to remind her that it wasn’t her engagement and no one was going to be paying any attention to her. But I stopped myself and instead picked up my phone/from the side. Lydia hadn’t replied

She saw the message, I bit my thumb hails. Why are you ignoring me? Just say something 

What do you think about my look? Aunty Nita suggested I wear my hair up instead, but the dress isshe paused, tell me, what do 

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you think

Good. You look beautiful.I said without lifting my head

You aren’t even looking at me.I inhaled sharply and stood. Lydia wasn’t responding. After the engagement, i would go see her Zoe was staring at me with both hands crossed over the other. I walked towards her and placed my hand on both her shoulders

Aker the day she broke down in front of me, I have been careful around her, and no matter how I tried, she didn’t tell me the reason for her breakdown

What are you looking at?She questioned

It’s not your day, Zoe, you are already looking as good as someone with half beauty can look, what more do you want? I teased then stepped back

I pretended to take her in while stroking my chin, For someone who isn’t the star of the party, you sure look overdressed,I said, and turned to walk away

She was by my side before I made my way down the hallway

I always knew you were not my brother. I hate you so much, since you’ve decided to put your sister down, let’s see who your bridetobe is, what the star of the show would wear.” 

She walked past me and stopped, then turned back, We both know she has terrible taste and has no style.She humped and stomped her feet on the floor before walking away

1 smiled as I watched the back of her head. Seeing her like this, I felt relieved; my sister is back

The hall was decorated beautifully. Low music resounded, mixed with the chattering of the guests

At the entrance of the hall was a picture of Julia and me. When was that picture taken?I wondered to myself as I stepped in

Mom was by the side, chatting with a guest. I met Mr. Everett first, he had a big grin on his face when he saw me. A look of triumph spread across his face as I shook hands with him

You made the right choice, Mason.” He said

Not being able to stand him for a long while, I left his side when a man came to greet him

I saw Zoe seated on one side of the hall. It was no news that she wasn’t in support of this union, but she had no other choice than to support me, so here she was

I wish I could stay away from people’s gaze like her. But that was impossible. I kept repeating the same word to anyone who shook 

  1. me

When they asked after Julia, I would point to the side

I’m so happy for you.A hyperenthusiastic Mrs. Timber said in her usually loud voice. Julia is a good girl, and what’s better than seeing two successful people get married? This is truly beautiful.My cheeks were beginning to hurt from the sn 

front of her

And here she comes.She looked over my shoulder. I felt her hand slip over mine

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Julia said a greeting in a meek volcs

Where have you been?I asked as we walked to our designated seat. Our hands were linked together, and she pressed her by 

into mine

I had to look good. This is a special day. I wore your favourite color,She said and moved away from me a bit. My eyes wandered over her. She wore a blue dress which hugged her body and had straps at the back

You look beautiful,I told her what she wanted to hear, and she was back at her initial position

What I didn’t tell her was that blue isn’t my favourite color

The party would commence in the next thirty minutes

We took our seats. My eyes searched the hall for Zoe when I didn’t find her in the place where she was seated earlier

There was a slight commotion at the entrance which caught my attention. Someone just arrived. The person seemed to be stealing all the attention

When she came into view, my breath paused for a while. She looked beautiful in the grey gown she wore

What was she doing here

I stood up and walked towards my 

wards my mom. I didn’t think she’d be inviting Lydia over. She has no reason to invite her

Mom,” I tapped on her gently. She seems oblivious to Lydia’s appearance

Can we talk?I was impatient. I pulled her out of the hall through a door at the side

Why did you invite her? I thought you..” 

She looked behind me, Who did I invite?She seemed confused

Lydia. Why is she here?One minute, I was glad she wouldn’t see me with Julia, and the next, she was here

Why would I invite your exwife to your engagement? She is your past, Mason.Her voice was in a whisper at the last sentence

Then who invited her?I was genuinely puzzled

I did.A voice said behind me

Huh?I turned to see Julia. I had no idea she was your exwife. I sent an invitation because I thought she was your business partner.” She said her voice was not betraying any emotion

I’m sorry if I offended you,” she apologised

I inhaled sharply, trying but failing to calm myself, so I just nodded and we returned to the hall

Julia held me closer this time. Lydia was standing close to where we were seated

I felt bad that she’d have to see me with Julia

I squinted my eyes and clenched my palm when I saw him. Why is Marcus with her

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Lydia laughed at something someone said, and then they asked, Rumors have been going around saying you are datingit was Mrs Timber again

I pretended not to be interested in the conversation as I shook hands with Mr. Felix

What do you have to say about that?My smile faltered as I waited for her to debunk it as a baseless rumor

Instead, with a shy smile on her face, she tucked her hair behind her ear, About that, no comment for now.She stole a glance at Marcus, who was smiling too

I gritted my teeth

AHH!Mr. Felix shrieked in pain. I didn’t realise I was squeezing his hands

Worst Fear

Worst Fear

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Worst Fear Synopsis : Worst Fear

Lydia’s world was already a crumbling ruin long before she collapsed on the cold, bleach-slick tiles of Westgate Prison. She had been serving her sentence with quiet endurance, forcing herself to survive each monotonous day. Cleaning floors, enduring the harsh routine, and trying to numb her thoughts had become her way of life. But as she gripped the mop handle, her body betrayed her — dizziness washed over her, and before she could steady herself, the world went black.

When she regained consciousness, Lydia found herself lying on a thin mattress in the prison hospital. The sterile smell of disinfectant filled her lungs, and her head ached violently. A familiar figure stood by her bedside — Nurse Gloria, a kind-hearted woman often whispered about by the inmates for her compassion. Lydia had never personally interacted with her before; she preferred keeping her distance from everyone. But this time, she had no choice.

Gloria spoke softly, her voice calm and motherly. “You fainted during your shift,” she explained. Lydia, groggy and disoriented, nodded faintly. Fainting wasn’t unusual for prisoners — malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress were daily realities in Westgate. But Gloria’s next words didn’t fit the routine explanation. She leaned in, her tone serious and almost secretive. “I ran some tests to see why you collapsed.”

Lydia’s brows furrowed. Tests? The nurse’s expression made her heart race. Something was wrong. And then Gloria said it — words that hit Lydia like a lightning strike.

“You’re three months pregnant.”

For a moment, Lydia’s world went silent. The walls, the lights, the nurse — everything faded into a blur of disbelief. Pregnant? That couldn’t be right. Her throat went dry as she tried to process the impossible. Three months. Her hands instinctively flew to her stomach, pressing against the rough fabric of her prison uniform. There was nothing — no bump, no sign of life — yet Gloria’s certainty left no room for denial.

Lydia’s first reaction was refusal. “No,” she whispered. Her voice trembled. “That can’t be right.” But Gloria simply nodded, her expression heavy with empathy. “It’s right, Lydia. I double-checked the results myself.”

The truth settled like a stone in Lydia’s gut. The symptoms she’d ignored — the morning dizziness, the fevers, the missed periods — suddenly made sense. Deep down, she knew this was no mistake. Panic clawed at her chest as she realized what this meant. Her past — the one she’d buried so carefully since the day she was arrested — came rushing back. The man she had loved, the night she had tried to forget, the betrayal that had shattered her life.

Tears burned in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of Gloria. She couldn’t afford weakness here. Her voice was barely a whisper when she pleaded, “Please… you can’t tell anyone. No one can know about this.”

Gloria studied her for a long moment. Lydia could see the internal conflict behind the nurse’s eyes — between her duty to report and her compassion for the broken woman before her. Finally, Gloria sighed softly and nodded. “I won’t say a word,” she promised. Relief washed over Lydia like a wave, but it was fleeting. Gloria wasn’t finished. “But you have to promise me something too. You’ll come back for regular checkups. No skipping, no excuses. You and the baby need to be monitored. Do you understand?”

Lydia nodded mutely, emotion choking her voice. She didn’t trust herself to speak. The nurse gave her hand a gentle squeeze before stepping away to inform the guards that Lydia needed rest.

The walk back to her cell felt endless. Two guards flanked her on either side, but she barely noticed them. Her mind was spinning, replaying Gloria’s words over and over — three months pregnant. Each repetition felt like a hammer blow. She stumbled into her cell, collapsing onto the thin, creaky cot. The metal door slammed shut behind her, sealing her inside with the suffocating truth.

She stared at the ceiling for a long time before curling up on her side. Her trembling hands hovered over her stomach, fear twisting in her chest. She could barely keep herself alive in this place — how could she protect an unborn child? Westgate wasn’t meant for fragile things. It was a graveyard of hope, a place that crushed even the strongest spirits. What kind of life could she possibly give her baby behind these bars?

The tears she had fought earlier now spilled freely, sliding down her cheeks as silent sobs wracked her body. She wrapped her arms tightly around herself, as if she could shield the tiny life inside her from the cruelty of the world beyond her cell walls.

For the first time in years, Lydia prayed. Not for freedom, not for revenge — just for strength. For the chance to protect this unexpected child growing inside her.

As she turned her hand, the faint glint of her wedding band caught her eye. The ring mocked her, its shine a cruel reminder of the life she had lost. Three months ago, everything had been perfect — or so she thought. Her marriage had felt like a fairy tale. Even though her in-laws despised her, she had still believed love could conquer everything. Her husband had been her safe haven, her anchor.

Until the night everything fell apart.

The memory was sharp and unforgiving — flashing lights, police sirens, his face twisted in disgust as she was dragged away in handcuffs. The betrayal in his eyes had hurt worse than the accusation itself. That image haunted her still, burned into her mind like a scar that would never fade.

Now, lying in that cold, dim cell, Lydia finally understood how deep her despair ran. The baby inside her was both a curse and a fragile glimmer of hope. A connection to the man she once loved — and the life she could never return to.

As exhaustion finally claimed her, her last thoughts were of him — the man she’d once trusted more than anyone. His expression, full of hatred and disbelief, was the last thing she saw before the darkness took her again.

And for the first time, Lydia realized she wasn’t just a prisoner anymore. She was a mother — trapped in a place where love and life were luxuries no one could afford. But no matter what, she silently vowed: she would find a way to protect her baby, even if it meant fighting the entire world from behind these bars.

 

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